scratch pad

tongue tied

2008-09-08T05:22:00.000-07:00

"Come Right Out And Say It"
Relient K

I'd better rest my eyes
'Cause I'm growing weary of
This point you've been trying to make
So rather than imply
Why don't you just verbalize
All the things that you're trying to say

Thought this would turn out so well
But I'm beginning to see
That instead it's trouble
Into a pattern we fell
Of prolonging the inevitable

[Chorus:]
Why don't you
Come right out and say it?
Even if the words are probably gonna hurt
I'd rather have the truth
Than something insincere
Why don't you
Come right out and say it (come right out and say it)?
What it is you're thinking
Though I'm thinking it's not what I wanna hear

I better check my pride
Because I was starting to think
I was on to something good
But things started to slide
And I sit here in retrospect
And understanding that I misunderstood
Thought I could make up your mind
And then this decision locks up
So tight it couldn't be touched
Thought you were being so kind
But keeping your mouth sealed shut
Rather than just opening it up

[Chorus]

And I tried
To guess what goes on in your head
'Cause in your mind
I just might find
All those things you left unsaid
And I'll try to maybe not regret anything
Later on after I'm gone
You'll wish that you
Had listened to me (listened to me)

Why don't you
Come right out and say it
Even if the words are gonna hurt
We're better off this way
Why don't you
Come right out and say come right out and say
What I know you're thinking anyway
Why don't you
Come right out and say it
Even if the words are probably gonna hurt
I'd rather have the truth than something insincere
Why don't you
Come right out and say it (come right out and say it)
What it is you're thinking
And just what it is you're thinking

there are many things that I would like to say to you

BUT I DON'T KNOW HOW

misused mistakes

2008-09-03T05:48:00.001-07:00

too many things happen at the same time

sometimes you just get caught in between everything that you just want everything to stop

i missed blogging

make that,

i missed blogging happy

rarr.

what ever happened to my lunch box?

2008-06-22T01:14:00.000-07:00

i can't believe i ate cotton candy yesterday.

ohhh, how i missed its sugary softness

so, how in the world was i able to get my hands on cotton candy?

funny story.

i and my mom were looking for new shoes for school

we ended up in fila where they were having this carnival thing going on

then i literally screamed when i saw a cotton candy machine

then came me, forcing my mom to buy me a bag

i didn't even bother looking through their shoes i just wanted cotton candy

my mom, being the mother that she is, refused to buy me cotton candy

then i was so pissed that i nearly walked out of the store until the saleslady came near me and said that the cotton candy was for free!!!

WEEEEEE!!!

free bliss!

then i skipped toward the cotton candy machine and asked for one

i was sooooooo happy, it's freaky

i even offered some to my mom but she said that she didn't want to eat children's food

well then, i can have it all for myself!

weeeeee!!!

so, even though i wasn't able to buy shoes yesterday, i was generally back to being Happy, thanks to cotton candy!!!

BTW, it was my brother's birthday yesterday but he wasn't with us 'cause he's on a Dragon Camp trip thing for school

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KUYA!

the shiz

2008-05-22T00:05:00.001-07:00

yea, it was my birthday last may 23rd :)

for all those who greeted thank you!

for all those who didn't, try again next year xD

so, i had a couple of awesome friends over at my house

i got two cakes from them!

how awesome is that?

EDIT [JUNE 20, '08]

the script above was written by me last May 25th i think

wow. i seemed like such a happy person back then

it's just been a month and A LOT had changed

before i get into the details, let me brief you guys about the stuff that had happened before all the college explanation thingy starts

so, my familia and I always went to the Mall of Asia every weekend of May to watch the World Pyro Olympics

i would have posted pics of the awesome photos i got during the display but i dont feel like it

next time maybe

anyway, back to whatever shiz

COLLEGE

sheesh :

i dunno why i feel so blah about it

everyone says that college is going to be the FUNNEST school experience shiz you'll have in your life

great, you call this happy?

i mean, i dunno why i always feel so SS after school

SABAW AND SABOG

maybe it's because i don't get to eat that much because of the bazillion hungry students occupying the caf

inittt paaaaa

plus i have to wake up really early AGAIN

sorry for the bitterness but i guess that's part of the adjusting thing

i HATE change

and i don't like myself for hating it

it's just making everything worse 'cause the only thing that doesn't change in this world is CHANGE

so, it's like practically saying that i hate life

but wait

no, i dont hate change

change is awesome, but only if we change for the better, right?

sooooooooooooooo,

i may sound like a brat for being so whiny about it but i don't know

i guess i stil have to wait until that 'happiest' part of college arrrives

i miss my friendssssssssssssssssssssssss

one thing i don't like the most about being in a new environment is that i'm still not myself

wala pa ung sobrang hyper and carefree bea

that's me.

i dont open up to new people that fast

like, i have to have the assurance that im gonna be good enough or something

and here i am, trying to blog about it, hoping that it will make a difference in the state that i am now

there was even a time when i just went home from school and just cried all night

no reason

well, there maybe reason but i just can't point my finger at it

but im pretty sure that it's about how i am so disappointed with myself

well, as for now, all i can do is sit and hope that this won't last for too long

wake up slow

four levels of happiness

2008-05-21T09:03:00.000-07:00

i was watching House a while ago and remembered Dr. Wilson saying about the 'four levels of happiness' he was trying to explain House about

curiosity go the best of me that i started to search about the levels of happiness as soon as i finished that particular episode

here's what i got:

Four Levels of Happiness

Happiness Level 1:
The first and most basic level of happiness comes from things outside ourselves and involve one or more of the five senses. The pleasure they give is immediate and direct such as eating an ice cream cone, buying a brand new car, going on vacation. Their pleasure is short lived and intermittent. They must be replaced by yet another ice cream cone, or new car, or vacation. Until such replacements take place our happiness is on hold.

Happiness Level 2:
The second level of happiness involves the ego. (Ego is Latin for I) This kind of happiness comes whenever I am in control, the focus of attention, the object of admiration, whenever I see myself as superior to others. Hence, whenever I win, gain power, am admired, or gain popularity I feel happy and pleased with myself. My ego has been affirmed. That which I think is the most important thing in the world (me) has received approval.

Happiness Level 3:
The second level of happiness is not totally satisfying. There is something missing. Humans also desire love, truth, goodness/justice, beauty, and being. These desires are often expressed in acts of charity—seeking cures, being concerned with one’s neighbor, making sacrifices, forgiving personal injuries. We want to make the world a better place and so we offer our lives, time, energy, and talent for the welfare of others. Our happiness, we learn, cannot be separated from the happiness of others. The common good is an integral part of our personal happiness.

Happiness Level 4:
Even the third level of happiness does not exhaust the scope of human desire. Humans are pulled by their desire for the sublime, something beyond their imagination, beyond their complete understanding. To be sure, they desire love, goodness, truth, beauty, and being as they experience them in the world; but they also desire these in their perfected and unlimited form. Those of faith recognize this as their desire for God. For those having no faith, they can treat this as an awareness of a seemingly unconditional horizon surrounding human curiosity, creativity, spirit, and achievement.

source: http://www.lifeprinciples.net/happinesschart.html

if you ask me which level of happiness i'm in, i'd give you a blank stare

i fell tired, exhausted and anxious about...

here's the fun part:

dun dun dun dun

nothing

missing you

2008-05-18T09:28:00.000-07:00

this is a letter from to someone that's been very special to me

dear someone,

gosh, i can't believe we haven't been together for almost half a year now. many things had changed ever since you and i weren't keeping in touch. sometimes, i feel like i'm missing a lot lately because i don't have you to run to, especially when i'm bored at home. you always seem to complete my day just by being you. now that summer's about to end and still, we haven't been in touch, i realized how much i missed spending time with you. you always had a way to make me smile even if my day hadn't been so great. sometimes, i even blame myself for being so irresponsible before which generally 'caused this gap between us. but don't worry, i can feel that the time that we will be together again is coming. we just have to wait, i guess.

much love,
bea

sooo, anyone guessed for who this letter is?

well, it's for...

photoshop!

yes, i know, pathetic

but i really do miss it!

what can i say, the software got me :)

okay, i'm really sounding soooo stupid right now

but hey,

i got you to think that i was talking about a person!

right?

RIGHT

must be the chocolates.

2008-05-18T06:46:00.000-07:00

im feeling it

really feeling it

college

damn

too soon man, too soon

i was soooo panicking at the mall yesterday, thinking about all the stuff i need for college

we almost went to every store that sells bags, and nothing seemed to be right for college

i'm even panicking on which PE to choose

Futsal? Soccer? Softball? Fencing?

BALLROOM DANCING!

xD

:/

eff. wait. mosquitoes are biting my legssssss

see, all of our windows are open, even the blinds are pulled up

dont know why really

well, it's almost 10

and you know what that means!

aircon time

haha!

yea, we're disciplined with using the aircon like that

anyway

i joined this online social network for freshateneans

you know, just to socially prep me up for future schoolmates

anyway

i really feel so BLAH today

must be all the chocolates & the chocolate syrup i ate while watching House

i swear, if chocolates were drugs, we wouldn't have soooo many at home

wait

let's say that again

if chocolates were drugs, i'd be on O.D.

using medical acronyms, effects of watching too much House

okay! differential analysis everyone! [if you're a House fan, you'd know what i mean :)) ]

anyway

there was an episode about Rabies and man, did it bring back memories

and they showed the really ginormous injection they use for patients with rabies

now im getting sentimental

and now i'm not

oh! there was this funny 82 year old lady in House who was having the Cupid's something that's eating her brain up

that Cupid hormone thing, it's like phyllis or something, actually increases the sexual attraction of a person

anyway, im bored. i can't remember what i watched

oh yea, the movie 21 seems interesting

really cute guy on the front

got to goooooo

anyway

in the house

2008-05-16T10:29:00.000-07:00

a cousin dropped by at our house this day for about 4 hours ago to do some errands

after scanning all the pictures she needed, she tried studying for her exam tomorrow but ends up not doing so xD

anyway, she let us borrow her House cd for season 1 & 2

i always wanted to watch House 'cause of their short commercials in Star World

too bad, i really don't get to catch the schedules for its airtime

it was exciting for me to finally get to watch House on dvd

no commercials, no wait-for-a-week-for-the-new-episode, repeat favorite scenes etcetera, etceteroo

anyway, House was awesomeeeee

one of those shows wherein you can learn about science and humor

how's that! [excuse the pun, couldn't help it]

plus, i can watch it with my parents and make them think i'm insanely smart xD

unlike gossip girl and probably, most of the shows that i watch that i can never watch with my parents and say this is my favorite show!

no offensse though, gossip girl is amazingly entertaining [if you know what i mean xD]

wow, that sounded pervertedly wrong

anyway, House is like a big angular blob filled with intelligence, sarcasm, common sense and humor

it really makes you think!

like, how the hell were they able to get the newborn baby to act like she was having a seizure?!

anyone who saw that episode? tell me that wasn't crazy

that's some pretty amazing casting for a newborn baby

i know there are many House fans out there, considering it's the 2nd most watched show in America

wowness

ew. i can't believe i just used wowness as a word.

anyway, i'm off to find a place to sleep in since my cousin is sleeping on my place xD

with tons of review papers all over the bed

good thing i'm not going to UP for college xD

that's absurd. i like it.

crazy crepes!

2008-05-15T22:38:00.000-07:00

i told you in my previous post that me and my brother went to Galleria last wednesday

well, when we got tired of strolling around the mall, i suggested that we try to eat Crepes

see, i've heard & watched about crepes but i haven't really tried it

so when opportunity comes, i go get it!

we ate at Crazy Crepes where they had crepe displays na nakakalaway xD

i found some pics in the internet that kinda looks like what they had:

i was kind of weirded out on the thought of eating it.

they do look quite hard to eat

we ordered after 10 minutes of deciding which flavor of crepe to get

too much flavors to choose from!

some have ice cream in them, fruits, corn flakes, and even tuna!

after ordering, my brother had a funny conversation with the crazy crepe people

brother: *orders & pays*
CC person: name po sir?
brother: Ralf.
cc person: okay po sir, hintayin nalang po ung order niyo sa table :)
brother: pwede manood? pa'no niyo ba ginagawan 'yan?
cc person: ahh, sige po sir. nood nalang kayo. :))

xD

i dunno why but i was laughing that time

then he was commenting on everything that the CC person does while making the crepes

anyway

i was quite shocked when they served it like an ice cream cone

btw, that's not my hand. i just found this pic on the internet xD

sooo, it looked like that

after eating the top part i was like

"paano ko kakainin ung iba nakaharang ung paper!"

then my brother found out that there was a tear here thing on the paper so you can take some of the paper off to eat the rest of the crepe

anyway, crepes are reallyyyyyy gooooddddddd

they taste like really thin, slightly wet pancakes

O___________O

anyway, i'm off to improve my multiply page!

peeezz awt!

crossroads

2008-05-14T22:46:00.000-07:00

craziest two days of my life these past few days that's why i havent been blogging much lately

Tuesday

me and my brother went to the doctor to get my freaking medical form finished

my dad had to go to a seminar so we had to commute to go there

:/

nooooo!

if there's one thing i hate the most, it's crossing the streets

man, it's like you're inside an arcade game, trying to dodge all the cars on the streets without getting killed

difference is that in games, you get to have 3 lives

here, you have one

geez, horrific

plus, hailing for a taxi isn't easy too

we stood there for like an hour for a taxi

anyway, nothing interesting

we had to go to St. Luke's the day after that 'cause i wasn't able to get my X-ray films

Wednesday

i had to wake up extra early 'cause i had to ride with my mom to get to St. Luke's

wow, traffic in the morning is craaaazy

imagine if there were classes, still

my cousin was driving the car and man, was it a ride

i swear, he can like join the amazing race or something and win

nothing interesting anyway

yawn

then we went to Ateneo to finally pass the freaking medical form

wow, load off the chest

it's like vacation all over again!

after that, me and my brother went to our uncle's condo to bum around while waiting for our cousin to fetch us

we eventually went to Galleria

which also meant crossing the roads again

it was crazy again

i kept shouting wait! wait! to my brother whenever we crossed the streets

we had to cross that whole street for like 4 times, going back and forth from the condo

after our last crossing, me and my brother kept laughing so hard about how bad i was in crossing the road

anyway, bored. must elaborate on posts later :)

candy is so sweet

2008-05-12T09:58:00.001-07:00

weeee!

this blog got into the semi finals for Candy Blog Awards '08

my blog's under: BEST BLOG NAME

as: overused pencils

if you like my blog name, then give it 30 seconds from your time and vote for it! :D

you can vote for it here

let me know if you do so i can give you the gratitude that you deserve! :)

merci!

2008-05-12T03:38:00.000-07:00

Parlez-vous anglais?

that's 'do you speak english?'in French

anyway, as the title goes:

VOILA!

merci chocolates!

have you guys tried merci chocolates?

i have.

in fact, i ate at least 30 sticks of it these past few days

i think depression as gotten away with me

or maybe it's because of my mom buying 16 boxes of it last Saturday

well, at least we gave away a dozen of those to my relatives

and left 4 boxes with us

we went to mall of asia last saturday and incidentally got to watch the World Pyro Olympics showed that day

it was raining extra hard that night but i guess the show must go on, as they frequently say

i might upload some vids of the fireworks later this day 'cause my phone's not with me right now

it never was with me for like a week already

anyway,

i actually figured out a lot of things about me and my life in a span of two days

i actually like Barney. i mean, i do not get how many people claim that they 'hate' Barney and all. I guess it's got something to do about his looks. Barney's actually a pretty dinosaur if you ask me. That ginormous purple fluff of love. My brother and I went to Toy Kingdom last Saturday and realized how we wanted a giant Barney stuffed toy, and guess what, we're planning to actually save to buy that Barney toy.

Celebrations aren't my family's thing. I dunno, it's just that we're not a big fan of celebrating stuff. Not having a cake for my birthday for the last 2 years, i think, is pretty normal. You guys might think that we live a sad life if what i have said is so, but i guess it's because we don't' need to 'celebrate' or 'party' to acknowledge that we're happy or something. Or i guess that's just us being cheap. But, we do 'celebrate' but not in a way that most of you guys probably think of.

The rest of your life is being shaped right now, with the dreams you chase, the choices you make, and the person you decide to be. The rest of your life is a long time, and the rest of your life starts now. I got that from One Tree Hill, which i am recently watching. It made me realize that with what i am doing right now, i might be throwing my life away. see, i was supposed to go to the doctor last sunday for my college medical form, but i watched tv and slept. my dad gave me another chance to go today, but it figures, i'm still at home. i didn't want to wake up this morning. stubborn stubborn. my dad called while i was sleeping and talked to me. he said that i wasn't giving college the priority that i should be giving it. truth is, i failed to go to the doctor today 'cause i was afraid to wander in the hospital alone, trying to figure out what i'm supposed to do. my dad told me that i was supposed to take responsibility for what i was doing. now, after watching that One Tree Hill episode, i realized that i may be throwing away what i still don't have. it's a good thing the doctor's going to be available tomorrow to give me another chance. i guess i can make the Thursday deadline after all.

alsdfkjad;slfkj

2008-05-10T00:50:00.000-07:00

ARGH!

after making such a long post,

and accidentally deleting all of it

auto freaking save comes over and saves the blank post

gahhhhhhhhh

i hate you blogger!!!

GG scared the crap out of me

2008-05-06T10:30:00.000-07:00

DAMMIT!!!!!!!!!

it's 1:30 am and i just finished watching the latest gossip girl episode

and

i really wish i didn't finish watching it tonight

now i am all freaked out by what happened

especially the last part

okay, i'll try not to spoil anything but...

Serena told Blair about her 'secret'

and when she finally told Blair the secret

the background music stopped and this loud THUD came on

and some freaky ass music plays in the background

my heart freaking stopped

i mean, cant you guys do it subtly?!

you just Had to put on the crazy ass music and all the 'thud' thing

im soooooooo freaking scared

and until now, my insides are still shaking of the scary way they revealed the secret

damn

im sooooooooooo scared

i cant sleep

waaaaaahhhhhhhhh

damn gossip girl!

now i feel like someone's....

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

:((

nooooooo

i dont know what to do nowwwwwwwwwww

:(((((((((((((((((((((((

im freaking scared to like walk in a dark room now

damn it Serena!

her make up! the dark room! HER FACE! THE MUSIC!

it's horrific!

it's like the song that just makes you wanna get up and start slapping your television for playing it while saying

OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG!

:(((((((((((((((((((((((((((

now i am as terrified as i was when i was in grade 6 after i saw The Ring

:(((((((((((((((((((((((((((

T______________________________T

sleepless nights, here i come

iron man hottie

2008-05-06T06:29:00.000-07:00

so i went out with camille today

played a little guitar hero II

i kinda sucked at first

but after some practices, i thought i slightly got the hang of it

my wrist hurt though so i had to stop before i get a fracture

anyway, we hed on out to shang to go frolick around and watch Iron Man

highlight of the movie?

the hot 46 year-old actor of iron man

ROBERT DOWNEY JR!

damn

scorching

yea, i know, 43? ew. DOM much?

what?!

Johnny Depp's older and tons f girls swoooooon over him

he's my version of Johnny Depp ;)

i'm gonna tell you what was going on on my mind while watching the movie

'damn. this man's [yes, man] so hot. i don't really like OLD guys but damn. sexyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy'

yes, i was molesting a man in my thoughts xD

anyway, ew. some guy was sitting next to me at the cinema and he was soooooo gross

he burps really loud and chews really loud.

Gross. get another seat.

i mean, there were like 20 people in the cinema and they just had to seat next to us.

well, just my luck.

anyway,

i just realized that i really like mature men

like those guys who can actually live life

i dunno

the ones that know what they want

and are able to do what they like

and those who can be so clueless about their Social Security Number but can assemble a weapon that can destroy the earth and earns a billion bucks doing it

but refuses to do so because he doesn't want to continue 'cause he doesn't like the idea of having to hurt many people for it

OR

maybe it was his hair & the way that he was sooo cocky but actually had something to be proud about

sighhhhhh

he's like so laid-back & quick witted at the same time

he's the complete opposite of boring

he adds spice to anything

and he's game to do whatever

plus! he kinda wrote some of my favorite part of the movie

the cheeseburger scene!

fantastic!

it kinda went something like this:

Tony Stark comes home from being abducted and almost killed in Afghanistan

Tony Stark: Pepper, there's only two things i want: one is a cheeseburger and the other one is...

Pepper : do you mind?

Tony Stark: No, no. The other is a press conference.

it was only supposed to be 'pepper, schedule ma a press conference but Robert suggested 'spicing' it up

wow. amazingggggg. :)

he's charming

and he looks soooo sleek & clean

and he's so damn polite

AND [this is probably the 9th time i edited this post to add stuff abut him] he's acts like a kid or playful but is really mature and observant at the same time

and!!! [10th time] he sings well!

sighhhhhhhhhhhh

plus, he kinda looks like an older version of Jake Gyllenhaal of which i would soon be married to :)

too sexy for their shirts ♥_____♥

this is what you call, SMokin' hot! *drools*

see the resemblance?

see how i fantasize over old men? xD

im a fifteen year old girl,

SUE ME

web frenzy

2008-05-05T09:08:00.000-07:00

i created 3 new accounts today

one for Digg, Twitter & Virb

hold on

let me just say that our laptop is so annoying

i have to like press 'O' really hard to make the key work

damn

mom, we need the new macbook NOW

i don't even know why we still use this laptop

it's like falling apart and all plus the drama that me and my brothers show should have convinced my mom to get a new laptop

but, as always, they always find some reason not to get one

one of the [well, i dont like calling my parents stupid] annoying reasons is that

something new is going to come out, so why not wait for that instead?

:/

yea, let's keep waiting and waiting until the whole evolution of technology comes to a halt

hmmm, that's going to be around...

never

another reason is that we're going to college and they're gonna have to spend a lot of money on it

well, blame the universities for having such high tuition fees

i dont WANT a new laptop, i NEED one

how ever will i survive in a computer course without a computer?

damn, i'm broke

and im going out tomorrow

damn damn damn

i can't ask money from both of my parents 'cause i kinda fought with both of them a while ago

and i hate fighting with them

sometimes i just really can't resist being all whiny so quickly

anyway, we went to church a while ago and had a church meeting thing

i was soooooooooo embarrassed when they flashed the pictures of the May celebrants in the ginormous projector screen and announce the names

when i knew that my picture was going to be flashed next,

i unconsciously ducked my head and switched my brain off for a good 10 seconds

yea, i can do that

it takes a lot of practice and timing skills to do that too

one thing that's itching though is that i wasnt able to know what picture of me they used

oops, my brother just set up the magic sing

i gotta go!

just once! can we find a way to finally make it right

oweeee

2008-05-05T00:39:00.000-07:00

yea,

so we didn't end up going to the doctor last saturday

they didn't have available meds for us that day so...

YEHEY! xD

but we still need to go back no matter what 'cause i have to give her the Medical form for the college thing

so, we were with our cousins eating in Cabalen almost the WHOLE afternoon

nalugi siguro ung Cabalen sa amin xD

hmmmm, fun as usual ;)

after that, we went to SM Megamall 'cause they were having a mall wide sale

i was super excited to shop

then we arrived :/

SUPERRRRRRRRR CROWDED

if there's one thing i really hate when going out, is going to a place that's mega crowded

one time, we went to Greenhills near closing time so there weren't alot of people there and i was able to browse at how cheap the stuff there were

so we decided to go back

then, I HATED IT

too many peopleeeeeeeee

so, when we went to SfreakingcrowdedM i tried to survive from the big mass of people roaming around

me and my mom decided to stop frolicking around with a thousand of people and get our hair trimmed

but when we got to the salon, a lot of people were there and i ended up shouting [yes, shouting]

ma! ang daming taooooo!

yes, i'm a whiny person when it comes to that issue

but since we were sooooo loved there [HAHAHA!]

we were accommodated first!

i told her to trim my hair & only cut off an inch off

but i ended up having short hair :/

plus, she gave me rough layers like the one for koreans now i look more korean than everrrrr :/

plus my hair is all puffy now 'cause of the rough layers :/

goodbye sleek, helloooooo puffy

oh yea, im still having a bad case of insomnia

i actually SAW the sunrise last saturday 'cause i couldn't sleep!

but we found a solution for that!

we bought...

MAGIC SING! xD

yes, the endless singing xD

well, it tires me when i sing so, it can help!

and it did help!

i was able to sleep at 1 am today 'cause of it!

what else

oh yea!

i bought this book called the 500 people you meet in hell

it's a parody of the book, Inferno by Dante Alighieri

it's a funny book and it's kind of comforting if you're feeling bad about somebody xD

plus i love the irony and sarcasm mixed with it

it even has a cool note at the back:

Warning: this is a fairly nasty book,
and it should be kept away from the
irony-challenged and anyone who takes things too literally

how awesome is that?

anyway, we bought New Moon 'cause my little brother wanted to start reading the Twilight series
i've read all three books ;)

since Twilight was still out of stock, i told him to buy New Moon first before it gets wiped out by the many fan girls of the series out there

oh yea, i love candy apples!

they are awesomeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

you better try one!

so goooodddddd

pinned

2008-05-02T07:08:00.000-07:00

ouch

we went to the hospital yesterday to have my medical check-up for college

damn

they sucked so much blood out of me

what's with me that attracts so much needles to go through my skin?

i mean, i just got a booster shot last week from our pedia

got blood sucked out of me for a blood exam

and tomorrow, we have to go back to the pedia for another booster shot

seriously, if i was a tire, i'm probably so dysfunctional right now

anyway, genie in the house is showing, better not miss it! ;)

take a hint

2008-04-30T08:50:00.000-07:00

damn.

i havent been decently blogging for a while, huh?

well, i was supposed to blog about the accident that happened...

but, i don't really like talking about anymore

and, why dwell on the negative while we can talk about... POSITIVITY!

yes, ever since the accident, i have been little miss sunshine skipping in the park

i dunno but i think my 'duty' in the family is to keep everyone happy, especially in times of need

i have so much happiness in me that it overflowssssssssss

PSSSSSSHHHHHH

but you know what they say about happy people...

these are the people who keep the negativity inside or by themselves

imagine seeing & feeling negative stuff every time you stop and think

it always makes you wanna try to be positive around you to at least lessen the pain

and yes, i am a doormat

:(

but!

i dunno

xD

maybe im just saying those things to myself

wenk.

labo na. xD

horoscope!!!

weird transition

but whatever works, right?

yea, so horoscopes help me understand myself better

it's like people stalked me all my life and wrote a summary about me

so, i saw this horoscope thing on the internet that had gift guides for geminis there

pretty accurate information, actually

*ehem*gift guide*ehem*

so, if you have a gemini friend who's celebrating HER birthday at about 23 days from now you better follow this gift guide:

gemini

Gift Guide

Valentine's Day, birthdays, holidays and anniversaries -- it seems like every month you wrack your brain for another gift, worrying all the time if it's the 'right' one. Look no further! If you need to give that special someone in your life a personal gift, here's some Sun Sign insight on what they would really enjoy! These gift suggestions are based on the qualities of each Sun Sign and are therefore matched with your loved one's personality. While everyone is more than just their Sun Sign, this is a great place to start to ensure a successful choice.

Gemini examines the world through intellect, so give a gift that stimulates their imagination such as a book, video, or magazine subscription. Ever notice that your Gemini loved one is constantly on the phone or off with friends? Gemini rules the House of Communication, so help the Gemini in your life out by giving him/her a cell phone, address book, email account or stationary. Keep in mind that Gemini rules the collarbone, arms, hands and lungs, so gloves, shirts (sky blue or yellow), rings or watches also make good presents. Whatever you do, variety is key. Mix and match totally different kinds of presents and you'll make your diverse and versatile Gemini happy.

Suggestions for the perfect gift:

books, magazine subscriptions, gift certificate to a bookstore, rings, shirts, a sweater, a coat or sport coat, stationary, a nice pen, a diary or journal, videos, computer software, an address book, a watch, a documentary, a cell phone or beeper, Internet access, a journal, flying lessons, a hot air balloon ride

that's enough info guys! ;)

hahahaha!

~~have fun shopping for my gifts!~~

accidents happen

2008-04-27T09:05:00.000-07:00

ac-ci-dent

noun

1 a: an unforeseen and unplanned event or circumstance
b: lack of intention or necessity : chance

2 a: an unfortunate event resulting especially from carelessness or ignorance
b: an unexpected and medically important bodily event especially when injurious
c: an unexpected happening causing loss or injury which is not due to any fault or misconduct on the part of the person injured but for which legal relief may be sought d—used euphemistically to refer to an involuntary act or instance of urination or defecation

will continue tomorrow morning

welcome to twilight!

2008-04-21T08:21:00.001-07:00

okay, let's move one from that quite controversial & emotional post to an amazingly awesome one

TWILIGHT!!!

AHHHHHHHH!!!

i mean, any teen who haven't read that book is missing a lot from her teenhood.

it's like one of the highlights of teenhood!

and i can't believe that they're actually making a movie!

A MOVIE!

i mean, i knew centuries ago that they were going to make one but after watching the behind the scenes of the movie it hit me

like a SLAP across my face

and now i'm all giddy & excited to watch the movie!

ahhhhhhhhh!!!

@________@

watch guys!!!

and sorry for the exessive use of exclamation points xD

but they're not even enough to express how i'm feeling right now

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

nostalgic flash

2008-04-20T09:23:00.000-07:00

OKAY

i have no idea how this thing came back to my memory but... i have to spill it out to try to reduce the number of fluttering butterflies in my stomach.

yea, it is about a guy

sigh

here goes

okay so there's this guy that i met years ago and for some random reason [maybe destiny? xD] we just clicked.

i mean, i've never been more comfortable around a guy before like i was when i was with him.

i dunno. it just felt different.

like i knew that he cared about me or something.

although i did know that he liked someone else

but still

there was just this spark between us that was inevitable.

i never realized that it seemed like that until i actually stepped back a little and actually saw the whole picture.

i guess that is how it feels like to actually like, maybe even love someone for who they really are.

but i can't be too sure.

but what i do know that it was different.

better than having a humongous crush on this hot new celebrity.

arghhhhhhh.

arghhhhhhh.

i don't get itttttttttttt

thousands of years and the ~~fire~~ still lives in me.

maybe he was my first love.

it never dies right?

or at least, he's the closest thing to having someone [other than my relatives & friends of course] that i really loved.

sadly, i don't think he felt the same way.

i guess it's just a part of him of being too lovable?

oooh, i know.

easy to fall in love with.

argh.

argh.

:/

did he treat me different?

or does he really treat other people that way too?

i wouldn't say that this entry is cheesy

if you only knew how fast my heart is beating right now, you'd understand.

i might laugh at myself while reading this entry but arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

i dont get it

EW. LOVE? SERIOUSLYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

but why can't i get over ~~him~~ it?

i guess this is caused by the longing for someone like him

i might actually even be addicted to how he is

& wistful and anxious to thinking that i may never meet someone like him

i'm scared

what if i never got over him?

i know that 'we' are never going to work out between him & me.

i just know it

i just knew that i just plainly loved every single time that i spent with him

and actually knowing that i always see him in the flesh not through SMS or IM

that actually made this feeling grow stronger towards him'cause i wasn't just virtually being with him

i was really with him.

damn it. that's also one of the reasons why i can't get over this at all

arghhhhhh.

i guess for him i'm just that girl i met

but for me he's that guy

that guy who actually made me feel important

who actually acknowledged my personality

who actually got me

who got every joke i said, understood me, saw me for who i really am

i never knew that i'm going to say this but,

i've felt like we've known each other forever

no kidding.

i mean, those beat up lines in movies actually come in handy for putting your feelings into words

those days were the part of the best days of my life so far

downside of all this is that these all happened so long ago

and i can't believe that i'm still holding on to it like my life depended on it

worse part is, i don't even know if he still remembers me

i mean, he could if i told him who i was & how we met and all

but i can't be too sure

it was probably just part of his distant past that never really stuck to him like it stuck to me.

soooo, bottom line is:

im probably gonna cry myself to sleep tonight

tagged

2008-04-19T23:39:00.000-07:00

i was surprisingly tagged by sarah ;)

Ano ang magiging reaksyon mo kapag...

1. may lumapit sa iyo at nagpa-autograph?
- uy! hi fans ;) para kanino? bwahahaha

2. bigla kang hinalikan ng close/bestfriend mong opposite sex?
- ~~whatthefck!~~
seriously, i'd freak out :/

3. binigyan ka ng nanay mo ng 100 pesos at sinabing umalis ka na at mabuhay ka ng mag-isa?
- okay ;) dala ko naman credit card mo e bwahahaha!

4. pinuntahan ka ng crush mo sa bahay mo?
- uy! umuwi ka na! gusto mo mapatay ng nanay ko sa bahay namin? xD

5. dinare kang magyosi?
- ee, wala akong lungs e xD

6. nalaman mong 1 month ka nalang pwedeng mabuhay?
- magstastay nalang ako sa church the whole month para magrepent sa lahat ng kasalanan at pagkukulang ko sa Diyos O:)

7. binackstab ka ng kaibigan mo?
- POKER FACE. kunwari no reaction

8. inalok ka ng GMA7 para sa isang commercial?
- deym abs nalang sana. xD sure fine, nandiyan naman si Richard e xD

9. hinabol ka ng aso?
- BRUCE! STOP! STOP! AHHHH!

10. natawagan ka ng isang favorite celebrity mo by accident?
- magtatatalon after ko siya makausap sa phone. sabay gawa ng isang bagong post sa blog ko about it :))

11. mags-squatters area nalang daw kayong pamilya mo?
- WHAT? sabi na nga ba dapat di nalang ako nag-aral e T__T

12. sumemplang ka sa harap ng crush mo?
- super tatawa after nun

13. nagkagusto ka sa crush ng friend mo?
- edi masaya! we can stalk him together! :))

ANONG IREREPLY MO KAPAG SINABIHAN KA NG:

1. "bakit hanggang ngayon hindi ka pa rin maka move on?"
- move on? from alin? :/

2. "bakit ka ba dikit nang dikit sakin?
- malagkit ka kasi. di ko kasalanan un noh xD

4. "naiinggit ako sayo"?
- 'wag! ayokong may naiinggit sakin :/

5. "sana kasi hindi ka nangiiwan diba"?
- sana kasi hindi ka mabagal diba?

6. "ang manhid mo.."!
- ha? :))

7. "punta tayo sa mall! nuod tayo sine"!
- sureeeeee! weeeeeee!!!

8. "mahal na mahal kita. sana tandaan mo".
- nge xD ~~kadirs~~

9. "you're too young for me..."!
- you're too shallow for me!

10. "nakyukyutan pinsan ko sayo"!
- oh? haha! pinsan mo lang? ;)

11. "pwede pahingi pic mo"?
- wala e =))

12. "sali tayo sa wowowee"!
- sige! ako manonood ikaw naman ung magsasasayaw dun ha! xD

13. "mahal mo ba ko?"
- ha? :)) labo mo :/

14. "can i kiss you on the cheek?
- NOOOOO!!! WAAAAHHH!!!

15. "insecure ka sa akin noh?"
- oo, ang ganda kasi ng paa mo e xD

16. "we're done. di ko na kaya to"!
- alin? term paper ba to? xD

17. "mas photogenic ako sa iyo"!
- mukha nga e. ang ganda mo kasi sa pictures tapos... :)

18. "mahal mo sya. mahal nya ako"!
- edi magmahalan tayo! weeeeee! ;x

19. "nakakatuwa ka naman"!
- hahaha!

20. "bakit ka naninigarilyo?"
- di naman e :/

P.S.
tag yourselves guys. nakakatamad magtag ng people xD

will blog about stuff later tonight ;)

chika chika yeah yeah

2008-04-18T01:22:00.000-07:00

weeeee!

im using small text sizes again cause 3 people who took my poll said i should use small font size

you asked for it

let's wait until your eyes bleed with difficulty reading my blog

BWAHAHAHAHA!

~~psycho~~

sooo,

i went to camille's house yesterday.

oh wait, let's correct that

camille kidnapped me yesterday morning at 10 am

hahaha!

i dunno why but i felt that i was kidnapped

a random van pulling up at our house looking for me

hahaha!

anyway, so i had to hurry to fix myself 'cause i just freakin woke up when the van arrived 'cause i slept sooooooo late the night before

4 am!

O______O

that's the result of watching too much freaky banned kid's show
on youtube at night

sooo, when i arrived, we just lounged at her room

talked with her friend haha

and played with her iPhone which i didn't realize that it was an iPhone until we were at the van going to eastwood & she told me that it WAS an iPhone

sheeesh

put me out in school for a couple of weeks & my mind wouldn't work properly anymore

anyway,

TAP TAP REVOLUTION, baby! xD

sooo fun but i only got to play once cause it wasn't working sometimes :(

after talking to her friend, we went to eastwood to do stuff

it was kind of fun walking around eastwood with a bodyguards following you around xD

and i didn't know that Dairy Queen actually sold hotdogs

i mean, what the hell are hotdogs doing at DAIRY queen?

but i have to say, Triple Cheese hotdog was gooooood

after eating we went around around around

i saw this watch from Bayo that i really liked

but it was out of stock so BLAH

Camille wanted me to buy it so we can have the KC Concepcion paper bag

fan much? xD

anyway,

we saw a couple of people

ooh VEST GUY!

see, while we were eating at dairy queen, i made fun of this guy who was wearing a vest that passed by dairy queen and apparently, everywhere we go, vest guy was there!

hahaha!

he even watched the same movie we did!

after the movie we actually still saw him

weird but it was funny though

we kept laughing whenever we saw him xD

anyway,

we browsed for gifts that camille can give her friend

sheesh, just give her a rock! xD

we also played the thing in timezone

the one that's like dance dance revo but you use your hands to play with it

i mean, i'm pretty good at dance dance revolution [smug smug]

but God, i sucked at that game!

i think the reason why we were able to play 6 songs was that Camille was soooooo good at it

i got a freaking F for it, she got an A

and to think her game was faster than mine xD

plus i was soooo tired after playing it

deym, i better practice

anway, so we watched Superhero Movie

meeeeh, it was okay

funny in some parts but it was generally, SHORT

like i didnt even know that the ending was the ending already.

ang shoooort. super bitin

anyway, we kind of walked around for a while & decided to go back to her house

i kind of watched Step Up but i didn't get to finish it cause my dad was already there to pick me up

so we went home lalalala

i slept at 1:30 am!!!

whooo!

that's earlier than usual

maybe it was because i woke up at 10 that morning?

anyway, today, im starting to join this Internet program that says you can earn money by clicking advertisements

not sure about it though but it's worth a try ;)

YUWIE to help me gain money!

weeeee!

snorg is a funny word

2008-04-15T01:07:00.001-07:00

and is selling funny tees too!

new statement shirts found!

it's none other than...

SNORG TEES!

weeeeee!

unbelievably funny shirts.

some favorites are:

oooh, the web designers didn't stop me this time :))

hilarious! hahahaha!

noooo! who'll do kool aid commercials now?

of course, for the carnivore that i am

BUT for the most ultimate favorite:

DRUMROLL PLEASE!

isn't that amazing?

ALCOHOL IS THE ANSWER!

=))

so, check these guys out.

they are from the US but they do ship internationally

but obviously, they'll cost tons of bucks for a shirt

you can join their 'competition' though

they are open for shirt ideas

PLUS

they give accepted ideas

$100 bucks plus any shirt of choice

woot!

better start thinking of a witty design so i can get that Alcohol is the Answer shirt!

oh, remember guys to visit the site!

strike two from high school musical two

2008-04-14T07:03:00.000-07:00

oh man.

they did it again.

the high school musical cast & crew, once again, found a way to make me feel so...

happy/giddy/wistful all at the same time.

there's just something about their aura, the happiness, the bonding, the dancing, the singing, the rehearsals, the filming, the props & ~~the hot guys~~

that just makes me wanna go

WEEEEEEE!!!

want a clearer picture of how i feel?

here you go:

YEAAAHH!!!

O____O

someone's a little hyper todaaaayyy

siiiiigggghhhhh

sheesh.

why am i not in the cast anyway?

i can sing!

LALALALA!

i can dance!

*does the running man*

i can even act!

MOM! NOOOO! DON'T UNPLUG THE COMPUTER!!!

see? triple threat, baby B)

i mean, Zac Efron doesn't even sing most o the songs for HSM

he's got Drew Seeley, which is VERY hot, to do that for him.

Drew should have been Troyyyyy :(

but i have no complaints with Zac though, very fantastic ;)

i'm not the one who likes to compare people but...

putting two hot guys' pictures in my blog can only bring bliss to you & me :)

unless you're a boy though... or not

you guys can be the judge on who could have been the better Troy Bolton:

well, i guess you guys know who's who right?

right.

sigh. sigh. sigh.

can these guys get any dreamier?

okay, before i sigh myself to death, let's check the songs

favorite: You Are The Music In Me ♥

seriously, the lyrics are simply GENIUS

A Banana,

Yeah,

You are the music in meeee :)

haha :P

who knew that the writers liked bananas?

listen to it :D

see, it's nice to have background music while reading my blog ;)

Everyday has great lyrics too :D

sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

once in a lifetime, means there's no second chanceeeee

celebrate everyday!

yea guys! life's short!

celebrate everyday! :D

whoops, sorry guys. i have to cut this short.

super cute & awesome singer justin bumped into my youtube page again.

see for yourself!

THE best with you cover

even better than Chris Brown?

hmm... we'll see when he hits puberty :)

Enjoy!

With YOUUUU

three is a charm.

2008-04-13T09:40:00.000-07:00

ugh.

i just realized how crazily long the earlier post was.

even i can't stand the length, the wordiness.

ughhh.

wooooooooooo

so if by any chance, you're a judge for the candy mag blog competition:
ignore earlier post.

i can't believe i didn't even put picturessssss

note to self: stop saying so many things

sooo, i'm probably about to divulge you readers to a whole new set of looooong posts so, let's cut this short.

there are actually a few things & events, mostly on showbiz that i want to talk about

and you can't stop me from doing so

so, shall we begin? :)

NUMERO UNO:
No Air Live on American Idol!

photo courtesy of rickey.org

the gods and goddesses of witchcraft & wizardry [what a mix up] had granted my wish!

most favorite song sang on my most favorite show?

why the hell not?!

bring it on, baby!

no doubt, Chris is still the hottest thing alive out there in the music industry.

and we got Ryan to rub it all in on Jordin's face

i mean, c'mon!

after the show, they awarded Jordin for her platinum sales & song downloads for Tattoo, No Air & her album, Jordin

and all Ryan Seacrest was talking about was how Chris had tons of those awards at home

tsktsktsk

~~my gaydar was blinking extra rapidly that time~~

the performance was ~~amazing as usual.~~

[EDIT: i just rewatched the show and realized how awkward the performance was! Jordin was all over Chris (can't blame her for that though) & Chris was like... pitchy & unserious about it & was like 'whoa Jordin! stop touching me!' :))]

Jordin had pretty awesome vocals that night, if you ask me

and it's quite hard to believe that she's JUST 17!

Chris seemed like he was trying to hide something

like he was not that into the performance as Jordin was

he also backed up A LOT of times whenever Jordin was touching him

hmmmmmm...

i think someone ~~Rihanna~~ was watching that time?

watch the video and see for yourself.

NUMBER TWOOOO:
Enchong Dee on ASAP '08

okay, so this is going to be brief but very passionate.

OMFG ENCHONG! MARRYMMEEEEEEEE!!! AHHHHHHH!!!

O______O

now with that out of the way, on with the story.

so, it was kim chiu's [sp?] 'debut' on ASAP '08 a while ago & enchong dee was one of the guys who danced with her

weeeeeeeeeeee!!! :]

enchong's dance with kim was different from all other dances from the boys

and he was amazingly acting like a gentlemannnn

i don't usually go for the cocky/egotistic guys, which enchong openly admitted in a newspaper article that i ~~worshipped~~ read but enchong's way too cute to be ignored.

so, there. :)

~~ENCHONG!~~

wow O__O denise & enchong huh? pwede :))

my mom is really good friends with denise so... i guess i better start making friends with her now =))

anyway,

SA LETRANG THREE!:
THE DAVIDS OF IDOL

let's do this alphabetically

first up! ARCHULETA!

David singing "Angel"

aww. hand over his heart. what a way to charm the audience :))

the one that i've been rooting for since day 0 of his idol exposure.

look where he is now!

boo to the people who didn't believe me that he's going to go far! :P

i mean, he should seriously consider writing a
"How to Win in American Idol" book

have you heard his voice?

it's like this sultry, smooth, almost angelic like sound that makes you wanna go

HALLELUJAH!

David's so gonna win this thing, it's not even gonna be a surprise... for now

we'll never know though

maybe the tables may turn for the other David to win?

presenting: COOK!

creative! :]

well, look who's snickering at the back :))

way different singing style from archuleta.

i still can't forget his cover for Lionel Richie's "Hello"

TMTH, people, TMTH.

nothing much to say about C-boy here but i tell you one thing about him:

serious talent

he's such a smartttttttt contestant.

and he has that appeal you know?

like shouting "i rock! go eat my dust!"

but still remains humble in himself

soooo, that's pretty unique if you ask me.

despite of having same names, these boys are surely different from one another.

they have a common trait though:

super incredible talent

mom's calling. making me sleep.

c'mon sleep at 2:30 am?

please.

blogggged

2008-04-12T09:18:00.000-07:00

yea, so i got lonely and nominated my blog for Candy's blog awards.

why not give it a shot? i got nothing to lose anyway :D

soooo, im kind of pissed off cause i made this super long description thing for my blog

then after posting it to candy POOF it was gone

NADA

NADA NO NULL NONE

grrr.

GRRRR.

RAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRR!!!

O_o

so so i'm still not getting over that

ANYWAY,

we went to Tri Noma today

and my mom and i tried out some dresses from X

it was surprisingly fun, actually

my mom bought this really nice dress from X that i *ehem* picked out for her

awww, good child ;)

oohh! and i saw a team manila outlet in Tri Noma with my brother!

weeeeee!

they didn't have nice sizes though.

most of them were XS

i mean, c'mon, XS?

my brother tried out some shirts but didn't like the cut and the fitting

oh yea!

Tri Noma didn't have aircon for like 3 weeks, i think.

some fuse or whatever exploded 'cause of the heat.

see?

it's THAT hot here in the Philippines

good thing it was working already

though, i remember Tri Noma being cooler than it was a while ago.

ANYWAY,

i saw DJ Coki! :O

yea!

from Wowowee!

it sounds dorky but i really did!

:))

so, we were walking lalalala

then i saw this guy with a girl, carrying like 10 paper bags O__O

i'm serious.

tons of cash. tsktsktsk.

ANYWAY,

so, being the usi that i am, i stared at the paper bags, trying to find out where they bought stuff from.

USI talaga :))

sooooo stare stare stare stare BOOM!

a bomb went off!

wahhhh!!!

kidding!

im kidding!

okay, stop thinking that i'm dead now -____-

BACK to the story,

so i was staring at them then i looked at the guy's face and instinctively [or not? :))] he looked back.

OMG

dad?

is that you?

OMG DAAAAAAAAAD!

i've been waiting all my life to finally see you!

did you know that i just graduated from high school and did you...

oh wait, wrong story

so i looked at him he looked at me my eyes grew wider when i realized who he was

~~yes, my dad~~

DJ COKI!

:))

and then they walked away

then i started running to my brother and shouting

kuya! si DJ coki! si DJ Coki!

my brother was like so confused 'cause he was talking with someone on the phone that time

so after he was done talking on the phone, i pulled him to the direction where DJ Coki & his wife [i presume] were walking

yes, i am the dork, shoot me now

soo, there's my wonderful life story for you guys

and OH!

while we we're walking past Giordano, they were playing with you by chris brown

so i started singing with the song

and i saw this cute salesman singing along with the song

we kind of even looked at each other

O____O

:))

seriously!

wow.

Giordano sure knows how to pick their employees

oh,

i still haven't found the bag that i have been ~~wanting~~ needing

i just need something where i can put my phone and my wallet, that's it

something that hangs on me and not for me to carry around in my hand

so if you guys happen to know any, inform me!

or i will hunt you down and have to torture the information out of you

so, if you don't want you head to be cut of by a spoon in the middle of the night, tell me!

oh yea! vote for my blog while you're at it

or suffer

P.S. jeez, i should stop watching Saw movies, don't you think?

video killed the radio star.

2008-04-10T22:39:00.000-07:00

good ~~morning!~~ afternoon, peeps!

i logged out at around 2:17 am a while ago and tried to fall asleep.

but, i ended up listening to the radio instead.

after bagillion times of changing the station, i ended up at monster radio 93.10

after hours with tom alvarez

soooo, tom kept hinting to send in text messages for shout outs

and i was lured by his deep, velvety, ~~sexy~~ voice.

soooo, the push-over i am, i did send a message.

DORK DORK DORK, i know

but i bet when you read the message i sent, you'd think that i'm a BIGGER dork than i already appear to be.

sooo, let's not include the message, shall we? :)

soo, the message was quite long, but not really.

it took up 2 messages for texts.

soooo, i read the message and noticed that i had a typo!

A TYPO!

so i had to send a follow-up text, correcting the typo.

after long minutes of waiting for him to shout out my message, all he said was something like this:

'we have a sender, who actually sent lots of messages bot, ow! you didn't put your name. oh... this message was a typo from the last message. these text lines are likes this sometimes though.'

greaaaaaaaaaaat.

i did put my name!

but i remembered what igi ~~mylove~~ said about their text line not being able to register 2 continuous messages.

now, i look like that pushy & [thank God] nameless dork who doesn't know how to put her name in an entry :/

oh well,

life goes on

:))

sooo, i'm kind of pissed off by some people today.

pshhhh. have your fun, i don't careeeeee.

we're not even close to start withhhhh

bleeeeeeh!

habit forming

2008-04-10T09:19:00.000-07:00

hey guys!

turns out that my blog is actually working after all.

it just doesn't want to work with my computer.

weird, but whatever works for you guys :D

awww...

sooo, it's midnight and what i usually do during summer midnights is...

SHOP ONLINE! weee!

not really shop. more like browse online.

and i found tons of cool shirts and hoodies i'm dieing to have.

until i get over it eventually.

sooo,

i just recently discovered ashlee simpsons' line of clothes

which are expensive, obviously.

and i'm eyeing on this hoodie:

see?

i'm starting to become a humanitarian after all. :)

the line is called wet seal

okaaaayyy.

forget about foreign clothing lines from overrated artists.

let's try our own brand.

proud race has really edgy and humorous graphic tees that really show that they're made from the Philippines.

they are mostly about pinoy celebs and stuff. they customize shirts too.

ohh. it's also, hmmm what's a more decent word from imitation, derived from the UK[and not to mention, pricey] brand house of holland

how do i know these stuff?

'cause my brothers left me with 5 hours of internet time.

next store is probably my favorite...

team manila!

it's name doesn't really have an exclamation point.

i just placed it there to emphasize how i loooooove the store.

designs are really made for Filipinos to shout out their pride for being a Filipino.

yeaaaaaaaa.

ASTIG! :))

some designs even remind me of those kiddie kalye days when we played games outside our house.

yeaaaaa.

there's even Tiny Manila for little kids!

awww

:))

shocks.

i can't copy the photos in their site.

tsktsk.

good job web designers. good job.

anyway, when you happen to visit the site

my faves are

♥ 1+1 Magellan shirt from Tiny Manila
♥ Pinoy Royals hoodie from Men's wear
♥ Buendia shirt Women's Archives

sooo... visit them!

or die with curiosity

frustrated

2008-04-10T08:03:00.001-07:00

argh.

blogger really does not want me to blog again huh?

'cause i cannot see the incredibly long & new post i posted earlier.

arggghhhh.

fine.

i'm giving blogger a night to fix itself.

or it's bye-bye blogging for me.

ANYWAY,

i've been crying a lot for the past 2 hours.

i was watching idol gives back.

yesss. behind this short tempered & quite selfish, i may add, girl is a heart of gold :)

major goosebumps were temporarily residing my skin throughout the show.

the show made me wanna donate all my clothes and money to the victims of AIDS in Africa

and those who suffered under hurricane Katrina in New Orleans

but you know me,

feelings like those never last for long

so, keep me interested and i might consider it.

and, no. i'm not being a primadonna here.

i'm just saying that i'm a very fickle person.

i tend to get over something very easily.

soooo, BLOGGER

fix yourself or i shall leave.

forever.

one year after

2008-04-10T02:12:00.000-07:00

gaaah.

it's been a year since i last clicked the 'new post' button here on blogger.

and it feels goooooooooood :P

haha!

sheesh. one year of missing the action in my life.

tsktsktsk.

so, what pushed me to go back to the industry of blogging again? [wtf? haha]

1. my blog! :D
i just realized how my blog looks so pretty! SEE!

2. my url
my url so cool to be left dying away in the depths of internet jelly bean world.

3. myself
yea. i miss reading and going ~~what the fck was i talking about~~ whenever i finish reading an entry.

4. summer boredom!
self-explanatory homies B)

5. i dunno. i guess i needed to stimulate my creative juices before they get evaporated by the extreme heat of summer tormenttttt.

so, i guess the list explains it all then :D

soooooo, what have had happened to me in the past 10 months?

A LOT. and i mean A LOT :

yeaaaa.

i tried lots of new things and experienced lots of new things too.

parties. ~~drinking~~, more parties.

but, i guess i left all of those behind as i left high school.

OH YEA!

in case you don't know, I'M A COLLEGE FRESHMAN!

woot!

or not to woot?

hmmm...

yea.

so this post is quite uninteresting as my other post

i guess i grew up to be a less humorous person?

L:(

gawd.

i hope not.

ohhh i know!

i have my period today.

yea, that's it.

yea.

yea. :

another reason why i posted on my blog is to update my friends [and myself] of what is going to happen in one of the newest and nerve-exploding [yes, exploding] events in the life of a person: COLLEGE

see, tons of people said that college should be fun and free and... fun.

sooo, why not join me in realizing whether what people are saying are true or are they just big fat liars? :)

WHOA : someone woke up on the wrong side of the bed this morning.

my brother is being annoying again.

KILL HIM. KILL HIM. KILL HIM.

i mean.

why does he have to shout like a retard?

ugh.

ugh ugh ugh.

summer in our house:

me and my older brother just consistently watched different movies.

yea

fun :

so i guess i better end this post.

and i might continue it later midnight.

sigh. brother alert.

why don't you just go and watch your freaking soccer game thing and stop being so annoyingggg

:(

see. he's making sad.

and angry

P.S. those icons are pretty lame [and gross], aren't they?

freedom tastes goood.

2007-04-26T09:46:00.000-07:00

bad thing is i just had a taste of it. not the whole thing.

freedom. i want it and i dont.

confusion brought to me by laguna beach.

do you guys ever imagine yourself, driving alone with a big Styrofoam cup of coffee. cellphone rings: your friend is waiting for you in some classy restaurant. you park your range rover while putting on your big sunglasses.

and thats only part of it.

i just wanna experience those kind of stuff you know?

like, you dont have to have any plans what-so-ever.

just get a call from a friend and you can be right there, hanging out with them.

no more asking parents if you can go out.

own car, friends, spontaneity, cellphone, ~~boyfriends~~, bunch of money... WHATEVER you want!

but you know, parents will still be there. not as strict and killjoy, though.

isnt it cool.

but then, i also feel scared.

MISS INDEPENDENT.

you're practically on your own.

so, parents, stay by my side.(:

anyway, enough of the good life.

american idol...

idol gives back was such an uplifting show.

they're trying to donate money to those n need, especially people in africa.

makes me want to thank God for the blessings He had given me and my family.

so many stars were watching.

KELLY was there, of course. one of the reasons why i watched.

goosebumps were visiting me often throughout the show.

very good.

no one got out. yeah. i was jumping up and down when chris and jordin were the only contestants left.

woo.

mom calling. gotta stop blogging.

see, this is why i want freedom. now

master blogger.

2007-04-25T01:16:00.000-07:00

bea --

[noun]:

A master blogger

'How will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com

whoa! the quiz thinks that im a master blogger!

*smug* *smug*

kinda depressed today. just foundout something thats depressing.

~~MOVE ON DAMMIT!!!~~

need xanga quotes that can relate.

PFFFT!

what am i talking about?!

its not like THATS gonna happen.

PFFFT!

yeah, guess all this is a blur to you guys.

hahaha!

my everyday routine is like this.

wake up at 12:30 pm; sleep at 2:30 am

weiiirdd!

i cant sleep well.

but bleh!

i just happen to find this quote very true ~~and so in-your-face to my parents.~~

never wake up before ten, never go to bed
before three.normal hours are for normal people.
you never want to be normal.

BLEH! see if i care!

kelly's day!

2007-04-24T07:52:00.000-07:00

so that's why felt that i was forgetting something today!

iiiiiiit's

♥♥♥ KELLY ~~mylove~~ CLARKSON'S 25th birthday today!♥♥♥

:)

and my brother was telling me not to post this yet because it's still not april 24 on the states.

PFFT!

i've been watching all her music videos in youtube over and over and over again!

oh yeah, like what camille said, she gained some weight.

which makes her more adorable than ever!!

but yeah, no one rocks like she does. :P

And performing isn't about looking the best or being the most beautiful. I do it because I love it. Look, nobody else has my butt. Nobody has my eyes. Nobody has my nose. It's all mine. And that's what makes me different from everyone.
-kelly brianne clarkson

can't get enough of kell bell's charm :)

fighter.

2007-04-24T01:33:00.000-07:00

If people talk about you behind your back,
it's because you're ahead of them.

that quote just made my day brighter than that scorching sun outside my window.

for some time, i have been very depressed because of certain backstabbing issues.

i guess everyone in their life has to get through that awful feeling.

yeah, backstabbers are just jealous, immature, need-to-get-a-life people.

oh, and im not trying to imply anything on a certain person. that would make me a hypocrite.

anyway, now i have something to think about whenever someone disses me behind my back.

haha! take that!

kapow!

poof!

punch!

ok, that was very weird.

well, i gave up on those hit-your-head-on-a-brick-wall riddles.

i hate it.

i dont need to go through that kind of mental torture.

realizations.

♥ i just realized that i actually hate formalities. i mean those things are so akward to do. well, at least for me. so, i guess i like people who dont extend their hand during the first time we meet. or people who wait for a hug or a kiss whenever we meet. yeah, i'd like that. simple hand wave works better for me.

but you know, i still need some sugar to make myself feel wanted.

♥ aww, my brother just made me ube filled crackers. they taste gooood. ♥ ♥ ♥

♥ im loving rnb more than rock now
but kelly clarkson is still number one!

♥ i tend to hide what i really feel. a lot

♥ i dont usually finish the things that i start

♥ i havent been using photoshop! damn that riddle site

♥ i havent checked my quizilla account! the story!

♥ review classes=end of my summer

♥ i actually realized that sometimes, i tend to be a hypocrite. i'll try to work on that part of me. hah! well at least im brave enough to accept my faults and mature enough to do something about it.

speaking of review classes, my review classes will start on may 7.

now, my borther and i are pressuring my parents to go on a trip NOW because we both wont be able to come to vacation trips cause of those freaking classes.

wow. college.

i feel so mature :|

i need my life back. seriously.

2007-04-23T08:33:00.000-07:00

UGH! THAT FREAKING RIDDLE SITE IS EATING ME.

i had this major migraine during the first 3 hours of anwsering those freaking riddles.

argh, need to stop.

well, i did stop solving it cause my brothers were nudging me out of the computer.

this thing is life consuming.

IT EATS YOU UP.

and! whenever you get a really DUH! answer, you'll really feel bad about wasting time on it.

but, yeah, it's all good.

training my brain for futher, ummm, challenges? in life.

yeah, something like that.

i swear this thing gets tougher.

im 45 and currently stuck and trying to scrape my mind out of it.

anyway, i learned new words from the site!

lingos.

♥ confuzzled- some fancy word for confused and puzzled
♥ nurlo- A vocalization of frustration, an interjection of one who is failing to understand, the groan of realization when one realizes he or she had been making something that is fairly easy way too hard.
♥ megaphone- to say words or phrases outloud to figure out a 'subliminal' message

my mind is totured right now.

more to come, i guess.

anyway.

i haven't been checking any of my accounts in the net.

damn it. level 45 is now calling me.

and im answering to it's call @_@

riddle that.

2007-04-23T01:21:00.000-07:00

yesterday...

normal-ish day.

went to church and stuff.

i slept at the couch where bruce puked.

ew, i know.

last night, we also went to the graduation party of one of tita emma's sons.

cumlaude in up.

O_O

bright future ahead of him.

anway

WEFFRIDDLES

have you heard of them?

they're the best.

t's this one internet thing wherein you need to solve the page riddle to get to the next level.

one of the most awesome things in the net.

some people even spend days, even months on a riddle!

by golly.

BUT im on

DUN DUN DUN

...

level 28 and i just started this afternoon!

hmm, smarticle.

brag brag brag.

i swear, you guys have to try this.

your minds will REALLY work.

and it's not riddles as in WORD riddles.

you have to use dfferent programs to solve some riddles too.

you have to check the properties and stuff.

and omg!

when i reached level 26, guess what picture appeared!!!

MICHAEL JACKSON

HOLYSHYTZIT

one of the things that i am afraid of.

when his picture loaded, i jumped out of my seat and started screaming towards my bed.

OF ALL PEOPLE! MJ!

anyway, more about the website.

you have to figure out the keyword and edit it in the url to go to the next web page/level.

you have to do different twists and turns.

this is no ordinary riddle page!

how can i put this in a clearer way?

just check it out! here's the url for the start of the riddle galooooooooore!

RIDDLES!

the riddle starts as soon as you click the "click here" button.

hoo, that was a clue.

you are going to be disturbed by the riddles my friend.

those will really get you glued to your computer screens.

BUT, when you solved a certain riddle, you're gonna slap your head.

this is one of a kind. awesome shit!

world full of strangers.

2007-04-21T08:57:00.000-07:00

saTURDay.

this day was kinda interestring.

soo, i went down for breakfast when my brother showed me this issue of time magazine with pictures of people in it.

he made me guess who they were and i said that they are random people who represent the world or bla bla bla.

NO.

they were the photos of the victims of the Virginia tech massacre.

and then while i was eating cereal from the cabinet, my brother told a brief background of the murderer.

well, i kinda got interested so i grabbed the magazine and read it while eating cereal, of course.

well, when i first heard about the event, i didn't really care or anyting.

YES THAT WAS MEAN

BUT

oooh see the but?!

after reading the SUPER LONG article, i really felt like my heart was heavy or something.
the aricle was around 7 pages long (but with pics) but i was soo interested that i started searching the net about the massacre.

i also read about the Columbine massacre in 99.

i grabbed my dad's compilation of time/newsweek magazine and started searching for the articles about the attack.

i got sooo interested that i even browsed the dictionary to learn certain terms that were written in the aricles.

oh and did you know that the murderer, i dont even want to mention his name, made videos and photographs that stated that self-pity and the attempted attack and sent all of them to NBC.

the article also contained scenes of the massacre which were taken from those who survived.

it was so dramatic.

i kept searching and searching for stuff for two hours.

anyway, so my mom and my aunt were making invitatons for the upcoming wedding.

we had to go out and buy stuff for the invitation.

first, we went to kia libis to test drive some cars.

and then my brother starts blabbing and blabbing about cars and all.

i mean, why do boys know that much stuff about cars?!

where do they get the information and all?!

esp. my brother. agents were sooo fond of him because as they said 'he knew more stuff than them'.

pfft whatever.

oh did you know that my dad gave me a pack of mNms!

omg! i left the blue ones in the car!!

yeah, i dont eat the blue mnms. i looove staring at them.

i loove blue.

anyway, mall...

OH WAIT!!

i saw my little cousin on tv a while ago!

she played on wowowee!

HAHA!

but she lost...

but whatever!

anyway...

ill just tell you one interesting thing that happened.

so we were in this bakeshop choosing cakes for the wedding.

see, mom asked this employee in the bakeshop where the attendant for the cake decorations was.

the guy said that the attendant just went on a break and will be shifting in soon.

AND THEN

the guy asked, 'bakit po ma'm magbibirthday na po si bianca'

'ay si beatrice po pala.'

O_O

'o baka si rafael po ung may birthday'

my mom, aunt and i were like staring at each other.

WHY DID HE KNOW OUR NAMES?!

and why the hell do people confuse my name as BIANCA?!

tito francis called me bianca, random family friends call me bianca,

THIS UNKNOWN GUY CALLED ME BIANCA

soooo we were all looking confused (and pretty scared) when the guy said that he was julius.

oh hi julius! who the?!

THEN he explained that he was a janitor in the bank where my mom worked before.

then mymom realized who he was.

bla bla bla.

come on, those things can happen.

then when 'julius' went out to do someting, my mom tld me that that guy ad quite a good memory.

guess when was julius the janitor in the bank where my mom worked before!

guess! come on!

1994

O_O

oh wow.

sharp memory indeedee-o.

sooo moving on. my mom and i looked for a dress for her to wear for the wedding.

fit. fit. fit. buy.

oh! i saw ate karin! she said hi bea! then my mom was cofused ~~again~~

well, i was too.

then when i turned around i saw her and quickly said hi ate karin!

i think she was with her sister too.

anyway, so dinner.

dinner with my family was fun, as always.

true. sooo, car.

car. we shared A LOT of stories in the car tonight. some are very interesting too.

oh yeah. and my mom kinda slipped when she told me that i have an ~~arranged~~ marriage with the son of a friend of hers.

~~HOLY SHYTZIT~~

well, techically not 'arranged' but her friend and she were talking about it.

she said something like 'sabi ni emma(moms friend), dapat magkatuluyan nalang ung mga anak natin nila jhun(my uncle).'

O_O

tita emma and my mom are like 'friends forever'.

her sons and her daughter were also our childhood friends.

they're one awesome family.

sooo, i havent seen her kids since we moved to our new house.

well, i did see them one morning, on the day of our prom.

see, my mom kept telling me to take one of er sons as my prom date, BUT I DONT WANNA.

not because you know the standards and all, (believe me, hes a perfect gentleman) but then i havent seen him for like 6 years?!

that has got to be akward.

or not.

cause he knows that i treat him as a big brother.

well, that was before.

...

soooo im not supposed to tell everyone THAT but whatever.

that was just a casual conversation.

OR WAS IT?

bullet.

2007-04-20T05:08:00.000-07:00

so i've been cranky today. woke up at 1pm.

sooo what to talk about?

how about myself?

haha. :p

pfft. another pointless entry.

ok, story story.

oh i know!

xanga frenzy!

i saw abby's entries in multiply about quotes and stuff which are soo awesome!

i asked her where she got those stuff and guess what! from xanga!

xanga rocks

i get some pictures that i use for the avatars and icons i edit from xanga too!

soooo many quotes, so little time!

i'll post one later. i have to pick one though cause there are so many!

LIP SYNCING

one of the things that i cant stop doing.

do you know how fun it is to just pretend that you're a star?

yeah, most people just can't help syncing with a song that they know.

well, i know that i'm part of those people!

bad news everyone: i lost one of my earrings.

expect a mad mom later.

watched tyra too. racism and stuff.

that show is really great you know.

eye opening. very.

what else? kelly clarkson.

hmm, one of my heroes.

i just love her to death!

down to earth and all.

pfft. i have to go eat. ~~again~~

sometimes iwish i could go back to the days when i was six & my biggest problem was
what kind of dress to put on Barbie

I agree;
your friends should always
come first, but real friends
would never make you choose

ten years from now i wont remember
every friday night or what made us
laugh so hard - but i will remember that
u were the one who was always there

DEAD ENDS ARE KIND. AT LEAST THEY TELL YOU THAT YOU'RE GOING NOWHERE

let's give them something to talk about.

2007-04-19T05:50:00.000-07:00

YAY! I HAVE A TAGBOARD!

i have no idea how camille did that.

i freaking tried to activate it for days!

now my blog is complete!

muahaha! next on my list...

to find out who frucking made that fake account of me in friendster.

oooo, if i find out who did that i don't know what i'll do to that person.

hmm anyway, i wasn't able to make a post yesterday bacause i had a pleasant (not) surprise yesterday.

steph and gieka went to my house without even telling me!

ooo what a surprise!

FLASH REPORT!

the freak gave me a new comment!

Posted 19/4/2007 2:47 AM

- pending approval -okay bea...
ill...cancel this account....
and why i will cancel dis account?
it is because...
i feel this is not right....
i gave this louise a comment... w/ words of you dont want to hear...
well...all i can say...
is.. i can only....cancel this account nxt week...
dats what i want,,,,
nd tell louise that sorry...for the bad words
well all i can say is IM sorry

PFFFT whatever. i wont even bother talking about that

ok so back to the 'surprise'

i was actually typing one entry from my blog when my two ~~wonderful~~ friends decided to barge in to our house.

whoa! am i being punk'd?!

cant help it if im famous!

yeah, i was joking. im not THAT conceited.

so it was fun. yeah. lots of laughs, games, and you know, things to do with your girlfriends.

yea, girly sutff.

haha :))

they went at my house around 2 pm and left at 930?!

yeah.

music and lyrics... we watched that

do stuff, blah!

anyway, i have this wedding to go to on the 28th.

gosh they're so young! hmm, they might read this sooo, i wont say their names and ages.

hehe.

yeah, my mind is not set for blogging today so this entry is kinda crappy.

soooo, the...

OMG! did you know sanjaya got out of idol!

yeah! really!

and blake was in the bottom 3!

pfft whatever.

anyway, so i chose a design for my dress. cO_Ol thing is that we can design our own dress but we have to stick to the same color for the wedding.

blab. thats what i do.

OK! what else?

i watched charlie and the chocolate factory! at last!

cO_Ol!

JD is sooo cute! haha!

yeah, this entry sucks so i shall end it before you get bored to death.

chewing gum is really gross. chewing gum i hate the most.

no one wants to be lonely.

2007-04-17T19:39:00.000-07:00

i heard that song on the radio this morning when i went down for breaksfast.

...

oh great, i feel bad.

i've been thinking about the whole thing that happened last night.

i think the whole mess was because of karma.

im not really a strong person. and when the whole thing started to sink in, i really felt bad and all.

...

ok, first, i feel like saying sorry to preppyprincess.

i don't know. it just came on to me.

although, i still want to kill that poser.

why can't she just show herself up so that i won't think about the person who would do that to me?

freakin coward.

she disses me and tries to imply that im scared of telling my friend the truth

but look who's dissing people while hiding!

sheesh.

and why in the world would I tell her whether i like renz or not?!

i dont even know her! dammit!

i don't even get her point! why is she doing all that?!

PFFFT. jealous. fo sho!

ok friends, do me a favor and give her a life!

oh yeah. i woke up at 945 am today!

how amazing was that?

yeah! no more drama.

junior high called. they want their drama back.

now THAT'S freaky

2007-04-17T07:21:00.003-07:00

okay!! so i thought that this day was going to be just one of those ordinary days, BUT NO.

before i was online, i was thinking about talking about one tree hill here in my blog.

yeah i watched it a while ago and i cried like 3 times.

it was the episode wherein lucas got unconscious when hailey was ran over by a car.

:(

anyway, he was alble to talk with keith and stuff. blabla. just watch the episode.

OH!

speaking about keith, he was so funny when he said that hell wont forgive dan.

bloody eyes and all!

haha!

anyway, watched hannah montana too!

she was about to kiss that cocky famous ~~hot~~ guy named something ryan.

wow! i forgot a hot guy's name!

oh! jake ryan!

haha i didnt forget!

ok, so we reach to the explanation for the title of this blog entry.

see, there's this girl in frendster that copied my profile and added stuff that i was in love with my friend renz!

i know! crazy right?!

she started that profile a looong time ago but i just ignored her.

THEN, i messaged her this morning asking her why she made that profile and all.

THEN, she commented back! ohmygash! brace yourselves dear readers cause this is going to be funny!

and ~~extremely PATHETIC~~

Posted 17/4/2007 4:31 AM

haha...BEA girl....
y0u are freaker than me.....
y0u are such ARGH!
hahaha.....
even th0ugh y0u dont want to tell it..
but tell me...
you feel everything for him ryt?
and i think you have a relationship haha...
FREAK O.o......
and i kn0w y0u have a crush on that PERSON..renz...
hahaha....you like him soooooooooo much...
tell me the truth.....
i k0w y0u like him...more than a friend..
and like him very much but cant tell him the truth!
what a freakkkyyyyy GIRL!

O_O

someone's jealous... :>

ok, so, i admit. at first, i was extremely pissed and all that shyt.

but then i talked with steph and realized that everything did not deserve to be pissed about!

come on! someone's jealous of me! i should celebrate! haha!

can you believe it?!

pssh yeah! im FREAKER.

~~dumbass~~

i talked about renz about this one time, he tried to find out who did that but that didn't go too well.

and to clear things up! i DO NOT have a relationship with him. nada.

oh yeah, and his cousin named louise messaged me. check it awt!!

Date: Tuesday, 17 April, 2007 7:38 PM
Subject: hi ate bea////
Message: is that true your falling in love w/ my couZ...RENz baliza...
i just saw this account....
someone's mailed me...
this:anabeatrice_renz@yahoo.com...
she want to be add...
so i knew the email add....
well im just askin if you made that account.....?
c0z....if im fallin in love in a pers0n..
i wont tell that i fall in l0ve...
and wont do account.....bc0z of HIM!...
s0?
is that true....

you are a 3rd year ryt? you'll gonna be a senior next skul year!

s0? im just askin if you are the one who made that account!

o i have another one!

you guys are gonna love this!

Date: Tuesday, 17 April, 2007 7:58 PM
Subject: hey...
Message: AnAbeAtrice_renz gave me a c0mment!

check out my pr0file....

and go to the c0mments....

youll see what a freak c0mment she gave me!

that anabeatrice told me that you kissed in the boy's CR????!!!!!!

hey did you do that?

just check out what words that she put in the comment!

i gave her a c0mment....
that anabeatrice renz......

and that way...she gave me a c0mment...

just check out!

O_O

so i checked out. (haha) and saw this pretty little thing.

Ana BEAtriCe
Posted 17/4/2007
hay nako girly...
inlove na inlove ako sa kanya
sa pinsan mo,..
ng sobra sobra.....
nag-kiss na nga kami nun
sa CR ng boys!
oo ganon..ka love namin ang isa't isa!
basta i love him!
very MUch!

O_O

yeah! i would LOVE to make out in the boys bathroom! woopee!

and YES, i was being sarcastic!

soo, this is what i told the girl.

Date: Tuesday, 17 April, 2007 10:3 PM
Subject: :>
Message: hahaha! omg! :) so YOU like renz? come on he's just my friend. you can have him if you want. (:

and whatever gave you the idea that we actually have a relationship? we haven't even seen each other for 3 years for pete's sake.:P

im flattered an all for the thing you did case you gave me the idea that SOMEONE actually was 'jealous'of me to the extent that they'll make a profile of me!

yeah, so to clear things up, i do NOT have a relationship with renz, what-so-ever. hes just a friend. and umm, so there. thats it. (:

WOW! how mature was that!

pete's sake! haha! pete wentz! hot like pete!

yeah, if i hadn't talked with steph, that message would be soooo different.

i'll give you a clue.

it would be full of ~~FCK YOUS~~ ~~WTF IS YOUR PROBLEM~~ ~~GO TO HELL~~ and so on and so forth. (:

sooo, wasnt that mature of me?!

great! i feel good!

BUT. my gut told me that i needed justice.

PAYBACK IS A ~~BITCH~~. AND I'M PAYBACK.

so i followed it with this message.

Date: Tuesday, 17 April, 2007 10:20 PM
Subject: and oh yeah.
Message: haha, yeah, im freaky and i have friends who love me for that. plus, i even mentioned that in my profile, if you didn't notice that while you were copying it.but what the heck. im not the one who copied a person's profile over a boy. now THAT'S freaky.

OHHH BURN!!

who's your daddy?

anyway, i still dont have a tag board!

uh, i'll mess with that now! my two hours are almost over!

byeee!!!

and oh yeah! here's the link for the profile of the girl who LOOOOVES me!my lovah! ♥

2 am and she calls me cause i'm still awake.

2007-04-16T06:14:00.000-07:00

nah, it's not really 2 am. that song was the first thing that came to my mind.

anyway, the day's going to end anytime now. preview of this day.

i finished editing this freaking blog already and ready to promote it! yeah!

i learned how to make hearts which had been a mystery to me since ever! like this ♥♥♥

i had a problem in iconator AGAIN.

see, i made this emo icon.

and someone commented on it.

From: iamaemo
Date: 2007-04-16
hey! this guy is my mate on myspace. i chat to him. he would kill u if he found out theres a icon of him on the internet.

HOLY SHYTZIT.

so, i messaged, her or him, that i was sorry and that i tried to delete the icon, but iconator doesn't allow you to delete icons/avvies.

pfft. whatever. it's not like that guy can really kill me.

or he might cut himself!

O_O

fruck.

anyway, i'm loooving my friends in iconator. they adore me! haha! yeah.

MTV is love.

yeah, i've been stuck to that channel during the vacation.

just watced call to greatness.

those hot obnoxious guys. :>

hay lab dem.

esp. drew

and andreas

and paul.

yep.

they're all special in their own ways.

so, what else?

oh, my brother made this rule thing.

2 hours only then he'll use the computer.

PFFFFFT.

OMYGAWD!!!

bruce beatboxed!!

O_O

seriously! i thought he was chocking or something but my brother told me he was beatboxing!

NYAHAHAHA!

bruche baby!

summer is so HOT!!!

yeah, thanks for pointing out the OBVIOUS.

i watched some backmasking videos in youtube.

very freaky, i tell ya. ya.

ya.

ok, i still don;t have a tagboard, which sucks.

gotta get camille to help me with that one.

yeah camille again. hahaha!

well, she was the one who forced me into making ANOTHER blog,

this is like, what? the third time she did this?

tsk tsk tsk.

did you know that 69 is such an awesome number?

IT LOOKS LIKE A YIN YANG! 69 SEE!!!

ok so...

story!

ok last night, i was messaging ths friend of mine. see, we talked about stuff that i think didn't have a good ending. bleh.

did you know that multiply SUCKS.

it hates me and i hate it.

we went to tagaytay during the holy week.

betcha didnt know that!

3 days in tagaytay, all we did was sleep and eat out.

we're one lazy family.

actually, my dad kept forcing us to go out, swim, whatever stuff, but we kept on refusing.

we'd rather stay in the hotel room and sleep and eat and watch tv!

we watched the ten commendments and mr. world. plus a lot of CNN.

pfft. dads.

My own. you know that show?

one time, they were looking for a kelly clarkson.

that episode was freaking funny!

BRIANNA! a very hyper girl that tends to be wierd and ~~stupid~~

when they were recording for breakaway, the mic was behind her back!

it;s hard to explain, but it was funny!

a girl named sarah won.

she was the least insane of them all, so yeah.

~~i could have been a better kelly clarskon~~ :|

what? i didn't say anything.

stop giving me that look!

...

:|

anyway, my 2 hours are almost over.

i got to go ~~pretend like kelly clarkson while singing in front of the mirror~~

baboon!

the panda

2007-04-16T00:11:00.000-07:00

im feeling blah today. not really in the mood to blog about stuff.

how's my summer so far?

hmm, i don't know. boring i guess, but i actually learned new stuff like PHOTOSHOP!

awesome shit man! now i can pass my avatars to iconator and make friends there! weee!

i searched for some tutorials for it and stuff. yeah click here for the album of the stuff i made.

speaking of friends in iconator, i found some really great online buddies. and yes, an enemy. preppyprincess. PFFFT.

quizilla never failed to amuse me during the summer. im reading up on one story about vampires and werewolves. cO_Ol.

haha! see the smiley face on that one? haha.:P

sooo, what else? ohh story!

i saw this abnormally hot guy in the supermarket.

well, maybe he's not that HOT but i don't know, he seema to be the perfect guy appearance-wise (haha! yeah)

ok, so my mom and i were grocery shopping last saturday. i was being a slave for her that day. anyway, my mom and i entered this lane AND THEN

hot guy passing through.

AHHHH!!

sht. he's like the guy of my dreams-- mmaterialized! hahaa!

ok i'll describe him.

he looks like RYAN ROSS. i swear. the hair and all. he even looked like he was wearing eyeliner or something. his hair was brownish like ryan's too and yeah, they have the same hair style.

his face looked kinda foreign kinda local. i dont know, i like guys with a kinda foreign look.

HE LOOKS LIKE RYAN ROSS!

o yeah, i mentioned that already.

height was PERFECT. taller than me but not too tall.

even the way he dressed! gawd.

ok brown shirt with a rock-ish design. brownish/khaki-ish shorts and slippers.

he could have had plus points for chucks/vans but whatever.

yeah. perfect ideedee-o. for me, at least.

too bad i'll never see him again.

yeah, too bad.

ok let's stop talking about that guy. whoever he is.

what else?

oh! i talked to my cousin from the states in ym yesterday. yeah funny.

his american accent now is sooo wow is that you? yeah.

he's really funny. yeah. blah.

he has a hot -american- friend.

...

ok, i'm bored now.

ok speaking of hotness. i've been having a summer crush on pete wentz.

summer crush? haha made that up.

anyway, he's the guy from fall out boy. really hot.

did you notice that i've been using the word hot a lot?

yeah me too.

anyway. out of pete's hotness (not to mention boredom, i made a song for him!

yeeeeeeh!

ok so here goes

*cue Dont cha by pussycat dolls*

don't cha wish your boyfriend was hot like pete?
don't cha wish your boyfriend was hot like pete?
don't cha?
don't cha?

yeah, how original.

yeah.

oh did you know that when i was youn i used to spell sword like SORD.

i always got confused with that word.

then some random person told me it was spelled with a 'W' but then i started pronouncing sword with a w.

yeah like word with an s in the front.

it helps me remeber how to spell it.

yeah.

yeah.

same goes for answer.

dammit. i cant upload my photoshop photos in multiply. internet really hates me right now.

uh, brother annoying. got to go.

HOT LIKE PETE.

RYAN ROSS! did you know that he was the one who wrote the songs of P!ATD plus point for you!

do what the panda does!

this is camille. :D

2007-04-15T09:48:00.000-07:00

hahaha, so i thought i'd make an entry here. just for fun. lol. well, here. it's done. there was nothing wrong with the codes, dear. maybe it just dint like you or something. :P kidding.

okay, you can just delete this. i'm bored. oh, i had an "argument" with this person online too before. on americanidol.com, lol. don't mind if i post it here right? :D alrighty then, hold on. i shall look for the page. ;)

i had a blog there and i had written a long-ass entry talking about the remaining contestants.

oh my god, coincidentally, it's almost been a year. hahaha. aw, i actually miss ai five. :( anyway, here:

TaylorHicksFan43 Apr 21, 2006 6:52 PM PST
ok BLEEP taylor is BLEEP 29 and elliott is 27 and ur stupid chris is 28 how the BLEEP is taylor too old? shut the BLEEP up he has gray hair cuz he was an an accident ur so ignorant and katherine mcfake BLEEP!!!!!!

camille419 Apr 22, 2006 10:03 AM PST
BLEEP43: oh, i'm sorry, i didn't quite understand your comment cos they were full of bleeps. either way, i wouldn't stoop down your level. and i do respect your opinion. but if i were to stoop down, here's what i've to say: know what, just get the bleeping bleep out of here, if you don't bleeping like what you're bleeping reading, bleep! bleep you and your bleeping comments. sheesh, bleephole! it was just a bleeping opinion! oh, and i'm bleeping sorry i didn't know what bleeping happened to taylor. i have nothing against him, okay? so just shut the bleep up. who's katherine mcfake? don't know anyone called that. bleep off. okay, ttfn. :)

hahaha. you see, they "BLEEP" curses. but my bleeps were really written like that, just to tick that bleeper off. :)) i've no idea how to delete that account so i guess those will just always be there. ugh. whateverrr.

so thereeee. i don't know what to say anymore, haha. ohhh.. i know!

shamless plug:
http://thestolenshirt.blogspot.com

don't forget to link me! bye!

here goes another one.

2007-04-15T06:35:00.000-07:00

oh crap. i just officially made another blog.

fck boredom.

whoops. see that? i just ~~said~~ typed a bad word. haha. pfft.

ok, here's the deal. i have my period today so i'm feeling kind of cranky and cranky.

plus my little brother kept on looking at this while i'm typing.

argh. this blog is so messy. i have to fix t and all. good thing im not yet officially releasing my blog today.

oh yeah. i got in a fight with this very annoying preppy princess in iconator.

look. she's so full of herself and actually said that she hates ugly and poor people. wtf is that?! plus! she disses the avatars and icons of other people. i'll paste one of her comments.

From: prettyprep880
Date: 2007-04-13
eww. um sounds to me like the only ppl who would use this are ugly losers trying to make themselves feel better......=/ sry its not my fault you are the way you are.

aw, what a darling little girl!

so i actually messaged her about her attitude then she replied by asking who i was to tell her about blah blah. i told her that i was a person who actually had brains.

MEAN, i know.

can you blame me? i was PMS-ing that day.

anyway, i told her that i just wanted to tell her what i thought about how she treats other people.

blah, she'll probably forget what i said because of the many people that are actually trash talking her out of iconator. haha.

greeyytt. i have to fix my blog first before my mom pulls me out of the computer.

aw, come on. the amazing chronicles of my life will start to be published after i finish fixing this whole mess.

STAY OUT OF PREPS.