bad thing is i just had a taste of it. not the whole thing.

freedom. i want it and i dont.

confusion brought to me by laguna beach.

do you guys ever imagine yourself, driving alone with a big Styrofoam cup of coffee. cellphone rings: your friend is waiting for you in some classy restaurant. you park your range rover while putting on your big sunglasses.

and thats only part of it.

i just wanna experience those kind of stuff you know?

like, you dont have to have any plans what-so-ever.

just get a call from a friend and you can be right there, hanging out with them.

no more asking parents if you can go out.

own car, friends, spontaneity, cellphone, boyfriends, bunch of money... WHATEVER you want!

but you know, parents will still be there. not as strict and killjoy, though.

isnt it cool.

but then, i also feel scared.

MISS INDEPENDENT.

you're practically on your own.

so, parents, stay by my side.(:

anyway, enough of the good life.

american idol...

idol gives back was such an uplifting show.

they're trying to donate money to those n need, especially people in africa.

makes me want to thank God for the blessings He had given me and my family.

so many stars were watching.

KELLY was there, of course. one of the reasons why i watched.

goosebumps were visiting me often throughout the show.

very good.

no one got out. yeah. i was jumping up and down when chris and jordin were the only contestants left.

woo.

mom calling. gotta stop blogging.



see, this is why i want freedom. now

bea -- [noun]: A master blogger 'How will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com

whoa! the quiz thinks that im a master blogger!

*smug* *smug*

kinda depressed today. just foundout something thats depressing.

MOVE ON DAMMIT!!!

need xanga quotes that can relate.

PFFFT!

what am i talking about?!

its not like THATS gonna happen.

PFFFT!

yeah, guess all this is a blur to you guys.

hahaha!

my everyday routine is like this.

wake up at 12:30 pm; sleep at 2:30 am

weiiirdd!

i cant sleep well.

but bleh!

i just happen to find this quote very true and so in-your-face to my parents.

never wake up before ten, never go to bed
before three.normal hours are for normal people.
you never want to be normal.

BLEH! see if i care!

so that's why felt that i was forgetting something today!

iiiiiiit's

♥♥♥ KELLY mylove CLARKSON'S 25th birthday today!♥♥♥


:)

and my brother was telling me not to post this yet because it's still not april 24 on the states.

PFFT!

i've been watching all her music videos in youtube over and over and over again!

oh yeah, like what camille said, she gained some weight.

which makes her more adorable than ever!!

but yeah, no one rocks like she does. :P

And performing isn't about looking the best or being the most beautiful. I do it because I love it. Look, nobody else has my butt. Nobody has my eyes. Nobody has my nose. It's all mine. And that's what makes me different from everyone.
-kelly brianne clarkson


can't get enough of kell bell's charm :)

If people talk about you behind your back,
it's because you're ahead of them.


that quote just made my day brighter than that scorching sun outside my window.

for some time, i have been very depressed because of certain backstabbing issues.

i guess everyone in their life has to get through that awful feeling.

yeah, backstabbers are just jealous, immature, need-to-get-a-life people.

oh, and im not trying to imply anything on a certain person. that would make me a hypocrite.

anyway, now i have something to think about whenever someone disses me behind my back.

haha! take that!

kapow!

poof!

punch!

ok, that was very weird.

well, i gave up on those hit-your-head-on-a-brick-wall riddles.

i hate it.

i dont need to go through that kind of mental torture.

realizations.

♥ i just realized that i actually hate formalities. i mean those things are so akward to do. well, at least for me. so, i guess i like people who dont extend their hand during the first time we meet. or people who wait for a hug or a kiss whenever we meet. yeah, i'd like that. simple hand wave works better for me.

but you know, i still need some sugar to make myself feel wanted.

♥ aww, my brother just made me ube filled crackers. they taste gooood. ♥ ♥ ♥

♥ im loving rnb more than rock now
but kelly clarkson is still number one!

♥ i tend to hide what i really feel. a lot

♥ i dont usually finish the things that i start

♥ i havent been using photoshop! damn that riddle site

♥ i havent checked my quizilla account! the story!

♥ review classes=end of my summer

♥ i actually realized that sometimes, i tend to be a hypocrite. i'll try to work on that part of me. hah! well at least im brave enough to accept my faults and mature enough to do something about it.


speaking of review classes, my review classes will start on may 7.

now, my borther and i are pressuring my parents to go on a trip NOW because we both wont be able to come to vacation trips cause of those freaking classes.

wow. college.

i feel so mature :|

UGH! THAT FREAKING RIDDLE SITE IS EATING ME.

i had this major migraine during the first 3 hours of anwsering those freaking riddles.

argh, need to stop.

well, i did stop solving it cause my brothers were nudging me out of the computer.

this thing is life consuming.

IT EATS YOU UP.

and! whenever you get a really DUH! answer, you'll really feel bad about wasting time on it.

but, yeah, it's all good.

training my brain for futher, ummm, challenges? in life.

yeah, something like that.

i swear this thing gets tougher.

im 45 and currently stuck and trying to scrape my mind out of it.

anyway, i learned new words from the site!

lingos.

♥ confuzzled- some fancy word for confused and puzzled
♥ nurlo- A vocalization of frustration, an interjection of one who is failing to understand, the groan of realization when one realizes he or she had been making something that is fairly easy way too hard.
♥ megaphone- to say words or phrases outloud to figure out a 'subliminal' message

my mind is totured right now.

more to come, i guess.

anyway.

i haven't been checking any of my accounts in the net.

damn it. level 45 is now calling me.

and im answering to it's call @_@

yesterday...

normal-ish day.

went to church and stuff.

i slept at the couch where bruce puked.

ew, i know.

last night, we also went to the graduation party of one of tita emma's sons.

cumlaude in up.

O_O

bright future ahead of him.

anway

WEFFRIDDLES

have you heard of them?

they're the best.

t's this one internet thing wherein you need to solve the page riddle to get to the next level.

one of the most awesome things in the net.

some people even spend days, even months on a riddle!

by golly.

BUT im on

DUN DUN DUN

...

level 28 and i just started this afternoon!

hmm, smarticle.

brag brag brag.

i swear, you guys have to try this.

your minds will REALLY work.

and it's not riddles as in WORD riddles.

you have to use dfferent programs to solve some riddles too.

you have to check the properties and stuff.

and omg!

when i reached level 26, guess what picture appeared!!!

MICHAEL JACKSON

HOLYSHYTZIT

one of the things that i am afraid of.

when his picture loaded, i jumped out of my seat and started screaming towards my bed.

OF ALL PEOPLE! MJ!

anyway, more about the website.

you have to figure out the keyword and edit it in the url to go to the next web page/level.

you have to do different twists and turns.

this is no ordinary riddle page!

how can i put this in a clearer way?

just check it out! here's the url for the start of the riddle galooooooooore!

RIDDLES!

the riddle starts as soon as you click the "click here" button.

hoo, that was a clue.

you are going to be disturbed by the riddles my friend.

those will really get you glued to your computer screens.

BUT, when you solved a certain riddle, you're gonna slap your head.

this is one of a kind. awesome shit!

saTURDay.

this day was kinda interestring.

soo, i went down for breakfast when my brother showed me this issue of time magazine with pictures of people in it.

he made me guess who they were and i said that they are random people who represent the world or bla bla bla.

NO.

they were the photos of the victims of the Virginia tech massacre.

and then while i was eating cereal from the cabinet, my brother told a brief background of the murderer.

well, i kinda got interested so i grabbed the magazine and read it while eating cereal, of course.

well, when i first heard about the event, i didn't really care or anyting.

YES THAT WAS MEAN

BUT

oooh see the but?!

after reading the SUPER LONG article, i really felt like my heart was heavy or something.
the aricle was around 7 pages long (but with pics) but i was soo interested that i started searching the net about the massacre.

i also read about the Columbine massacre in 99.

i grabbed my dad's compilation of time/newsweek magazine and started searching for the articles about the attack.

i got sooo interested that i even browsed the dictionary to learn certain terms that were written in the aricles.

oh and did you know that the murderer, i dont even want to mention his name, made videos and photographs that stated that self-pity and the attempted attack and sent all of them to NBC.

the article also contained scenes of the massacre which were taken from those who survived.

it was so dramatic.

i kept searching and searching for stuff for two hours.

anyway, so my mom and my aunt were making invitatons for the upcoming wedding.

we had to go out and buy stuff for the invitation.

first, we went to kia libis to test drive some cars.

and then my brother starts blabbing and blabbing about cars and all.

i mean, why do boys know that much stuff about cars?!

where do they get the information and all?!

esp. my brother. agents were sooo fond of him because as they said 'he knew more stuff than them'.

pfft whatever.

oh did you know that my dad gave me a pack of mNms!

omg! i left the blue ones in the car!!

yeah, i dont eat the blue mnms. i looove staring at them.

i loove blue.

anyway, mall...

OH WAIT!!

i saw my little cousin on tv a while ago!

she played on wowowee!

HAHA!

but she lost...

but whatever!

anyway...

ill just tell you one interesting thing that happened.

so we were in this bakeshop choosing cakes for the wedding.

see, mom asked this employee in the bakeshop where the attendant for the cake decorations was.

the guy said that the attendant just went on a break and will be shifting in soon.

AND THEN

the guy asked, 'bakit po ma'm magbibirthday na po si bianca'

'ay si beatrice po pala.'

O_O

'o baka si rafael po ung may birthday'

my mom, aunt and i were like staring at each other.

WHY DID HE KNOW OUR NAMES?!

and why the hell do people confuse my name as BIANCA?!

tito francis called me bianca, random family friends call me bianca,

THIS UNKNOWN GUY CALLED ME BIANCA

soooo we were all looking confused (and pretty scared) when the guy said that he was julius.

oh hi julius! who the?!

THEN he explained that he was a janitor in the bank where my mom worked before.

then mymom realized who he was.

bla bla bla.

come on, those things can happen.

then when 'julius' went out to do someting, my mom tld me that that guy ad quite a good memory.

guess when was julius the janitor in the bank where my mom worked before!

guess! come on!

1994

O_O

oh wow.

sharp memory indeedee-o.

sooo moving on. my mom and i looked for a dress for her to wear for the wedding.

fit. fit. fit. buy.

oh! i saw ate karin! she said hi bea! then my mom was cofused again

well, i was too.

then when i turned around i saw her and quickly said hi ate karin!

i think she was with her sister too.

anyway, so dinner.

dinner with my family was fun, as always.

true. sooo, car.

car. we shared A LOT of stories in the car tonight. some are very interesting too.

oh yeah. and my mom kinda slipped when she told me that i have an arranged marriage with the son of a friend of hers.

HOLY SHYTZIT

well, techically not 'arranged' but her friend and she were talking about it.

she said something like 'sabi ni emma(moms friend), dapat magkatuluyan nalang ung mga anak natin nila jhun(my uncle).'

O_O

tita emma and my mom are like 'friends forever'.

her sons and her daughter were also our childhood friends.

they're one awesome family.

sooo, i havent seen her kids since we moved to our new house.

well, i did see them one morning, on the day of our prom.

see, my mom kept telling me to take one of er sons as my prom date, BUT I DONT WANNA.

not because you know the standards and all, (believe me, hes a perfect gentleman) but then i havent seen him for like 6 years?!

that has got to be akward.

or not.

cause he knows that i treat him as a big brother.

well, that was before.

...

soooo im not supposed to tell everyone THAT but whatever.

that was just a casual conversation.




OR WAS IT?

so i've been cranky today. woke up at 1pm.

sooo what to talk about?

how about myself?

haha. :p

pfft. another pointless entry.

ok, story story.

oh i know!

xanga frenzy!

i saw abby's entries in multiply about quotes and stuff which are soo awesome!

i asked her where she got those stuff and guess what! from xanga!

xanga rocks

i get some pictures that i use for the avatars and icons i edit from xanga too!

soooo many quotes, so little time!

i'll post one later. i have to pick one though cause there are so many!

LIP SYNCING

one of the things that i cant stop doing.

do you know how fun it is to just pretend that you're a star?

yeah, most people just can't help syncing with a song that they know.

well, i know that i'm part of those people!

bad news everyone: i lost one of my earrings.

expect a mad mom later.

watched tyra too. racism and stuff.

that show is really great you know.

eye opening. very.

what else? kelly clarkson.

hmm, one of my heroes.

i just love her to death!

down to earth and all.

pfft. i have to go eat. again

sometimes iwish i could go back to the days when i was six & my biggest problem was
what kind of dress to put on Barbie

I agree;
your friends should always
come first, but real friends
would never make you choose


ten years from now i wont remember
every friday night or what made us
laugh so hard - but i will remember that
u were the one who was always there

DEAD ENDS ARE KIND. AT LEAST THEY TELL YOU THAT YOU'RE GOING NOWHERE

YAY! I HAVE A TAGBOARD!

i have no idea how camille did that.

i freaking tried to activate it for days!

now my blog is complete!

muahaha! next on my list...

to find out who frucking made that fake account of me in friendster.

oooo, if i find out who did that i don't know what i'll do to that person.

hmm anyway, i wasn't able to make a post yesterday bacause i had a pleasant (not) surprise yesterday.

steph and gieka went to my house without even telling me!

ooo what a surprise!

FLASH REPORT!

the freak gave me a new comment!

Posted 19/4/2007 2:47 AM


- pending approval -okay bea...
ill...cancel this account....
and why i will cancel dis account?
it is because...
i feel this is not right....
i gave this louise a comment... w/ words of you dont want to hear...
well...all i can say...
is.. i can only....cancel this account nxt week...
dats what i want,,,,
nd tell louise that sorry...for the bad words
well all i can say is IM sorry

PFFFT whatever. i wont even bother talking about that

ok so back to the 'surprise'

i was actually typing one entry from my blog when my two wonderful friends decided to barge in to our house.

whoa! am i being punk'd?!

cant help it if im famous!

yeah, i was joking. im not THAT conceited.

so it was fun. yeah. lots of laughs, games, and you know, things to do with your girlfriends.

yea, girly sutff.

haha :))

they went at my house around 2 pm and left at 930?!

yeah.

music and lyrics... we watched that

do stuff, blah!

anyway, i have this wedding to go to on the 28th.

gosh they're so young! hmm, they might read this sooo, i wont say their names and ages.

hehe.

yeah, my mind is not set for blogging today so this entry is kinda crappy.

soooo, the...

OMG! did you know sanjaya got out of idol!

yeah! really!

and blake was in the bottom 3!

pfft whatever.

anyway, so i chose a design for my dress. cO_Ol thing is that we can design our own dress but we have to stick to the same color for the wedding.

blab. thats what i do.

OK! what else?

i watched charlie and the chocolate factory! at last!

cO_Ol!

JD is sooo cute! haha!

yeah, this entry sucks so i shall end it before you get bored to death.



chewing gum is really gross. chewing gum i hate the most.

i heard that song on the radio this morning when i went down for breaksfast.

...

oh great, i feel bad.

i've been thinking about the whole thing that happened last night.

i think the whole mess was because of karma.

im not really a strong person. and when the whole thing started to sink in, i really felt bad and all.

...

ok, first, i feel like saying sorry to preppyprincess.

i don't know. it just came on to me.

although, i still want to kill that poser.

why can't she just show herself up so that i won't think about the person who would do that to me?

freakin coward.

she disses me and tries to imply that im scared of telling my friend the truth

but look who's dissing people while hiding!

sheesh.

and why in the world would I tell her whether i like renz or not?!

i dont even know her! dammit!

i don't even get her point! why is she doing all that?!

PFFFT. jealous. fo sho!

ok friends, do me a favor and give her a life!

oh yeah. i woke up at 945 am today!

how amazing was that?



yeah! no more drama.

junior high called. they want their drama back.

okay!! so i thought that this day was going to be just one of those ordinary days, BUT NO.

before i was online, i was thinking about talking about one tree hill here in my blog.

yeah i watched it a while ago and i cried like 3 times.

it was the episode wherein lucas got unconscious when hailey was ran over by a car.

:(

anyway, he was alble to talk with keith and stuff. blabla. just watch the episode.

OH!

speaking about keith, he was so funny when he said that hell wont forgive dan.

bloody eyes and all!

haha!

anyway, watched hannah montana too!

she was about to kiss that cocky famous hot guy named something ryan.

wow! i forgot a hot guy's name!

oh! jake ryan!

haha i didnt forget!

ok, so we reach to the explanation for the title of this blog entry.

see, there's this girl in frendster that copied my profile and added stuff that i was in love with my friend renz!

i know! crazy right?!

she started that profile a looong time ago but i just ignored her.

THEN, i messaged her this morning asking her why she made that profile and all.

THEN, she commented back! ohmygash! brace yourselves dear readers cause this is going to be funny!

and extremely PATHETIC

Posted 17/4/2007 4:31 AM


haha...BEA girl....
y0u are freaker than me.....
y0u are such ARGH!
hahaha.....
even th0ugh y0u dont want to tell it..
but tell me...
you feel everything for him ryt?
and i think you have a relationship haha...
FREAK O.o......
and i kn0w y0u have a crush on that PERSON..renz...
hahaha....you like him soooooooooo much...
tell me the truth.....
i k0w y0u like him...more than a friend..
and like him very much but cant tell him the truth!
what a freakkkyyyyy GIRL!

O_O

someone's jealous... :>

ok, so, i admit. at first, i was extremely pissed and all that shyt.

but then i talked with steph and realized that everything did not deserve to be pissed about!

come on! someone's jealous of me! i should celebrate! haha!

can you believe it?!

pssh yeah! im FREAKER.

dumbass

i talked about renz about this one time, he tried to find out who did that but that didn't go too well.

and to clear things up! i DO NOT have a relationship with him. nada.

oh yeah, and his cousin named louise messaged me. check it awt!!

Date: Tuesday, 17 April, 2007 7:38 PM
Subject: hi ate bea////
Message: is that true your falling in love w/ my couZ...RENz baliza...
i just saw this account....
someone's mailed me...
this:anabeatrice_renz@yahoo.com...
she want to be add...
so i knew the email add....
well im just askin if you made that account.....?
c0z....if im fallin in love in a pers0n..
i wont tell that i fall in l0ve...
and wont do account.....bc0z of HIM!...
s0?
is that true....

you are a 3rd year ryt? you'll gonna be a senior next skul year!

s0? im just askin if you are the one who made that account!

o i have another one!

you guys are gonna love this!

Date: Tuesday, 17 April, 2007 7:58 PM
Subject: hey...
Message: AnAbeAtrice_renz gave me a c0mment!

check out my pr0file....

and go to the c0mments....

youll see what a freak c0mment she gave me!

that anabeatrice told me that you kissed in the boy's CR????!!!!!!

hey did you do that?

just check out what words that she put in the comment!

i gave her a c0mment....
that anabeatrice renz......

and that way...she gave me a c0mment...

just check out!

O_O

so i checked out. (haha) and saw this pretty little thing.

Ana BEAtriCe
Posted 17/4/2007
hay nako girly...
inlove na inlove ako sa kanya
sa pinsan mo,..
ng sobra sobra.....
nag-kiss na nga kami nun
sa CR ng boys!
oo ganon..ka love namin ang isa't isa!
basta i love him!
very MUch!

O_O

yeah! i would LOVE to make out in the boys bathroom! woopee!

and YES, i was being sarcastic!

soo, this is what i told the girl.

Date: Tuesday, 17 April, 2007 10:3 PM
Subject: :>
Message: hahaha! omg! :) so YOU like renz? come on he's just my friend. you can have him if you want. (:

and whatever gave you the idea that we actually have a relationship? we haven't even seen each other for 3 years for pete's sake.:P

im flattered an all for the thing you did case you gave me the idea that SOMEONE actually was 'jealous'of me to the extent that they'll make a profile of me!

yeah, so to clear things up, i do NOT have a relationship with renz, what-so-ever. hes just a friend. and umm, so there. thats it. (:

WOW! how mature was that!

pete's sake! haha! pete wentz! hot like pete!

yeah, if i hadn't talked with steph, that message would be soooo different.

i'll give you a clue.

it would be full of FCK YOUS WTF IS YOUR PROBLEM GO TO HELL and so on and so forth. (:

sooo, wasnt that mature of me?!

great! i feel good!

BUT. my gut told me that i needed justice.

PAYBACK IS A BITCH. AND I'M PAYBACK.

so i followed it with this message.

Date: Tuesday, 17 April, 2007 10:20 PM
Subject: and oh yeah.
Message: haha, yeah, im freaky and i have friends who love me for that. plus, i even mentioned that in my profile, if you didn't notice that while you were copying it.but what the heck. im not the one who copied a person's profile over a boy. now THAT'S freaky.

OHHH BURN!!

who's your daddy?

anyway, i still dont have a tag board!

uh, i'll mess with that now! my two hours are almost over!

byeee!!!

and oh yeah! here's the link for the profile of the girl who LOOOOVES me!my lovah! ♥

nah, it's not really 2 am. that song was the first thing that came to my mind.

anyway, the day's going to end anytime now. preview of this day.

i finished editing this freaking blog already and ready to promote it! yeah!

i learned how to make hearts which had been a mystery to me since ever! like this ♥♥♥

i had a problem in iconator AGAIN.

see, i made this emo icon.



and someone commented on it.

From: iamaemo
Date: 2007-04-16
hey! this guy is my mate on myspace. i chat to him. he would kill u if he found out theres a icon of him on the internet.


HOLY SHYTZIT.

so, i messaged, her or him, that i was sorry and that i tried to delete the icon, but iconator doesn't allow you to delete icons/avvies.

pfft. whatever. it's not like that guy can really kill me.

or he might cut himself!

O_O

fruck.

anyway, i'm loooving my friends in iconator. they adore me! haha! yeah.

MTV is love.

yeah, i've been stuck to that channel during the vacation.

just watced call to greatness.

those hot obnoxious guys. :>

hay lab dem.

esp. drew

and andreas

and paul.

yep.

they're all special in their own ways.

so, what else?

oh, my brother made this rule thing.

2 hours only then he'll use the computer.

PFFFFFT.

OMYGAWD!!!

bruce beatboxed!!

O_O

seriously! i thought he was chocking or something but my brother told me he was beatboxing!

NYAHAHAHA!

bruche baby!

summer is so HOT!!!

yeah, thanks for pointing out the OBVIOUS.

i watched some backmasking videos in youtube.

very freaky, i tell ya. ya.

ya.

ok, i still don;t have a tagboard, which sucks.

gotta get camille to help me with that one.

yeah camille again. hahaha!

well, she was the one who forced me into making ANOTHER blog,

this is like, what? the third time she did this?

tsk tsk tsk.

did you know that 69 is such an awesome number?

IT LOOKS LIKE A YIN YANG! 69 SEE!!!

ok so...

story!

ok last night, i was messaging ths friend of mine. see, we talked about stuff that i think didn't have a good ending. bleh.

did you know that multiply SUCKS.

it hates me and i hate it.

we went to tagaytay during the holy week.

betcha didnt know that!

3 days in tagaytay, all we did was sleep and eat out.

we're one lazy family.

actually, my dad kept forcing us to go out, swim, whatever stuff, but we kept on refusing.

we'd rather stay in the hotel room and sleep and eat and watch tv!

we watched the ten commendments and mr. world. plus a lot of CNN.

pfft. dads.

My own. you know that show?

one time, they were looking for a kelly clarkson.

that episode was freaking funny!

BRIANNA! a very hyper girl that tends to be wierd and stupid

when they were recording for breakaway, the mic was behind her back!

it;s hard to explain, but it was funny!

a girl named sarah won.

she was the least insane of them all, so yeah.

i could have been a better kelly clarskon :|

what? i didn't say anything.

stop giving me that look!

...

:|

anyway, my 2 hours are almost over.

i got to go pretend like kelly clarkson while singing in front of the mirror

baboon!

im feeling blah today. not really in the mood to blog about stuff.

how's my summer so far?

hmm, i don't know. boring i guess, but i actually learned new stuff like PHOTOSHOP!

awesome shit man! now i can pass my avatars to iconator and make friends there! weee!

i searched for some tutorials for it and stuff. yeah click here for the album of the stuff i made.

speaking of friends in iconator, i found some really great online buddies. and yes, an enemy. preppyprincess. PFFFT.

quizilla never failed to amuse me during the summer. im reading up on one story about vampires and werewolves. cO_Ol.

haha! see the smiley face on that one? haha.:P

sooo, what else? ohh story!

i saw this abnormally hot guy in the supermarket.

well, maybe he's not that HOT but i don't know, he seema to be the perfect guy appearance-wise (haha! yeah)

ok, so my mom and i were grocery shopping last saturday. i was being a slave for her that day. anyway, my mom and i entered this lane AND THEN

hot guy passing through.

AHHHH!!

sht. he's like the guy of my dreams-- mmaterialized! hahaa!

ok i'll describe him.

he looks like RYAN ROSS. i swear. the hair and all. he even looked like he was wearing eyeliner or something. his hair was brownish like ryan's too and yeah, they have the same hair style.

his face looked kinda foreign kinda local. i dont know, i like guys with a kinda foreign look.

HE LOOKS LIKE RYAN ROSS!

o yeah, i mentioned that already.

height was PERFECT. taller than me but not too tall.

even the way he dressed! gawd.

ok brown shirt with a rock-ish design. brownish/khaki-ish shorts and slippers.

he could have had plus points for chucks/vans but whatever.

yeah. perfect ideedee-o. for me, at least.

too bad i'll never see him again.

yeah, too bad.

ok let's stop talking about that guy. whoever he is.

what else?

oh! i talked to my cousin from the states in ym yesterday. yeah funny.

his american accent now is sooo wow is that you? yeah.

he's really funny. yeah. blah.

he has a hot -american- friend.

...

ok, i'm bored now.

ok speaking of hotness. i've been having a summer crush on pete wentz.

summer crush? haha made that up.

anyway, he's the guy from fall out boy. really hot.

did you notice that i've been using the word hot a lot?

yeah me too.

anyway. out of pete's hotness (not to mention boredom, i made a song for him!

yeeeeeeh!

ok so here goes

*cue Dont cha by pussycat dolls*

don't cha wish your boyfriend was hot like pete?
don't cha wish your boyfriend was hot like pete?
don't cha?
don't cha?

yeah, how original.

yeah.

oh did you know that when i was youn i used to spell sword like SORD.

i always got confused with that word.

then some random person told me it was spelled with a 'W' but then i started pronouncing sword with a w.


yeah like word with an s in the front.

it helps me remeber how to spell it.

yeah.

yeah.

same goes for answer.

dammit. i cant upload my photoshop photos in multiply. internet really hates me right now.

uh, brother annoying. got to go.

HOT LIKE PETE.

RYAN ROSS! did you know that he was the one who wrote the songs of P!ATD plus point for you!


do what the panda does!

hahaha, so i thought i'd make an entry here. just for fun. lol. well, here. it's done. there was nothing wrong with the codes, dear. maybe it just dint like you or something. :P kidding.

okay, you can just delete this. i'm bored. oh, i had an "argument" with this person online too before. on americanidol.com, lol. don't mind if i post it here right? :D alrighty then, hold on. i shall look for the page. ;)

i had a blog there and i had written a long-ass entry talking about the remaining contestants.

oh my god, coincidentally, it's almost been a year. hahaha. aw, i actually miss ai five. :( anyway, here:

TaylorHicksFan43 Apr 21, 2006 6:52 PM PST
ok BLEEP taylor is BLEEP 29 and elliott is 27 and ur stupid chris is 28 how the BLEEP is taylor too old? shut the BLEEP up he has gray hair cuz he was an an accident ur so ignorant and katherine mcfake BLEEP!!!!!!

camille419 Apr 22, 2006 10:03 AM PST
BLEEP43: oh, i'm sorry, i didn't quite understand your comment cos they were full of bleeps. either way, i wouldn't stoop down your level. and i do respect your opinion. but if i were to stoop down, here's what i've to say: know what, just get the bleeping bleep out of here, if you don't bleeping like what you're bleeping reading, bleep! bleep you and your bleeping comments. sheesh, bleephole! it was just a bleeping opinion! oh, and i'm bleeping sorry i didn't know what bleeping happened to taylor. i have nothing against him, okay? so just shut the bleep up. who's katherine mcfake? don't know anyone called that. bleep off. okay, ttfn. :)

hahaha. you see, they "BLEEP" curses. but my bleeps were really written like that, just to tick that bleeper off. :)) i've no idea how to delete that account so i guess those will just always be there. ugh. whateverrr.

so thereeee. i don't know what to say anymore, haha. ohhh.. i know!

shamless plug:
http://thestolenshirt.blogspot.com

don't forget to link me! bye!

oh crap. i just officially made another blog.

fck boredom.

whoops. see that? i just said typed a bad word. haha. pfft.

ok, here's the deal. i have my period today so i'm feeling kind of cranky and cranky.

plus my little brother kept on looking at this while i'm typing.

argh. this blog is so messy. i have to fix t and all. good thing im not yet officially releasing my blog today.

oh yeah. i got in a fight with this very annoying preppy princess in iconator.

look. she's so full of herself and actually said that she hates ugly and poor people. wtf is that?! plus! she disses the avatars and icons of other people. i'll paste one of her comments.

From: prettyprep880
Date: 2007-04-13
eww. um sounds to me like the only ppl who would use this are ugly losers trying to make themselves feel better......=/ sry its not my fault you are the way you are.


aw, what a darling little girl!

so i actually messaged her about her attitude then she replied by asking who i was to tell her about blah blah. i told her that i was a person who actually had brains.

MEAN, i know.

can you blame me? i was PMS-ing that day.

anyway, i told her that i just wanted to tell her what i thought about how she treats other people.

blah, she'll probably forget what i said because of the many people that are actually trash talking her out of iconator. haha.

greeyytt. i have to fix my blog first before my mom pulls me out of the computer.

aw, come on. the amazing chronicles of my life will start to be published after i finish fixing this whole mess.

STAY OUT OF PREPS.